staying strong

Day 3 or NC: It's sad that you are letting what other people say or think about us affect OUR relationship. You asked 'what would people think on your end if we got back together?' I told you that it didn't matter because I knew how i felt. I wish you reach deep down and come up with your own answer. Or is it that you have moved on and you are just using me as a emotional crutch? It would be sad if you were, we only broke up a month ago and we just spent the night together last thursday and you told me that you still loved me. last thursday was such a good day with you, i didn't want that day to end. Now i haven't heard your voice in 3 days. But i'll tell you this, you will regret not listening to your heart. The people who are giving you crappy advice are the ones who hate their lives and it makes them feel good to see you in this position. I know you honey, I know you love and want to be with me, but now all these other people are involved. I'm a good man and you know it. I'm not perfect, but i have identified my wrongs and going to make them right, with or without you. The next person in my life won't have the old, selfish me. I wish it was still you.