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  1. Delaurence23
    you act like your better act the way you want you play games with out heads do what you want should we live up to you i never will trying to impress you for wat? you want me to know you dont even have your own character so close your eyes shut your mouth and leave me alone because id rather be alone than to die with you
  2. Delaurence23
    She doesn't know it yet But shes amazing She doesn?t know it yet But she lights up my day She doesn't know it yet But my heart is attached She doesn?t know it yet But I think about her all the time She doesn?t know it yet But she?s always running through my mind She doesn?t know it yet But I wish I could be wit her Most of all I wish she wanted me?
  3. Delaurence23
    i think its flippin gay, you called someone over me, and now have my secret out
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    and if you get in my way like that, and take my freedom, of anything because no one will understand i swear to god youre shoving me farther and farther from being ok that goes for your daughter 2, if yousmother her guess what shes gonna keep saying you dont understand, and its gonna push her over the edge...
  6. Delaurence23
    youre right, you did almost save someones life i overdosed that night, i guess i would have done the same thing but in my mind the dark side of myself is that i know im going to die in the next year or to i cant explain it i dont know how, but it is there...ive been suffering for 3 yrs now, and ive attempted it so many times no one will understand the pain theyll just use the word of psycho. I did overdose on pills that night, and i had to hide it from my parents and im still affected now...i guess i understood where you came from, but the matter is that you cant stop a person from going through wit it its there choice...im sry to say it but its true...all us "depressed" people know it
  7. Delaurence23
    I would like to know who flippin called a Delaurence over this post even if it was all true why is it your business?
  8. Delaurence23
    I guess this is my test for the sake of my knowledge against rest im going bananas because i cant stand it i hurt so bad inside, and still you till try to tell me itll be alright but its been going on for such a long time i lost track they told me its like beating there head against a brick wall and there tired of bleeding they say i wont help them but the thing is i cant break the wall down i wish i could, i wish i could try but my trust lies in no one person but a guy that is long gone down the road, chillin in heaven with god the one and only man i could trust is now gone...away from me... and now i got no one you see its like a good bad karma thing i feel like honestly that you gave up such a long time ago you only like the better part of me but you cant stand to see the sadness within my heart beats you never really tried you always knew i would die its back its back again the depression that never ends i broke bones, ive skinned my kness but nothing compares to wanting to die constantly its my test of trust that no one wants to pass i hand my hand of gratitude to everyone that asks you pile mud upon me and i never give up but when it comes down to it you dont want noting to do wit this you want to run away and take my hurt and soul away and make me in a fake way but im clinging on because its the only thing i got the only place i know i am because i am a fuc*** up man Im ready to breathe ready to die...and tonight it will be my answer NO lie
  9. Delaurence23
    I suggest you go to a social worker or something outside of the family better yet go to a relative you can trust very much, because in all honesty your dad is in ignorance and denial your mother was crying for help believe me i have overdose many times and ive cried for help and no one responded seek help as soon as possible
  10. Delaurence23
    Of course i would want to know, its my life, and espcially for the kid if the guys being a real jerk, and lieing this much he is a true player and the wife should know immediately
  11. Delaurence23
    I think you should be straightforward and honest you may get rejected but thats always a risk he may feel some hostility or resent against you but i highly doubt it, or maybe he's hurt. You guys were on and off for such a long time and thehn it ended so fast its probably hard for him to believe that you might get back together
  12. Delaurence23
    totally agree all my relationships showed me the same exact same thing
  13. Delaurence23
    i swung at the wall, i couldnt take the collapsing life its destroying me, i used to be so open so trusting within everyone now that bond is broken, i fell from the limb of the tree and my sanity is depriven from here this pain is just so real my heart is sinking farther and farther i thought i could be crazy i thought i could be a blast but wit out an inside peace i will never last im fighting a war, but i cannot win i try to pry it open, but im screaming against all the tears i held my head all through these years and tried not to end it wit my fears but the knife looks so tempting know the gun looks even better im not a psycho or a deprived in the mind but just have no more time its fading and teh sun is dimming So ill climb into bed with nothing left but my dreams of a happy memory that will never come true and put my head and let it all sink through my brain until the last drip of blood has spilled out of my veins...
  14. Delaurence23
    Beautiful...dark beautiful
  15. Delaurence23
    shows great emotion and shows how much an A** your dad was great
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