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I think I'm finally over you Justine, its time for the rest of my life. Goodbye and good luck x

That's real tough Em and a terrible way to start this new year. I'm sorry its all going so pear shaped for you right now Hugs

Always here for you hon Hugs

Then scream hon, go climb a hill and scream until you can't scream anymore. Don't bottle even one thing up, get it all out.

Anger stage?

I'm 38 but male so what's the bloke spinster alternative?

Cool, if you set off now you might just get here for breakfast

Hi Just, Im having a real rough ride due to you at the moment, id love to say after all of this time that you no longer feature in my mind or heart, i cant though, truth be told its the oposite, over this holiday period ive grown to love you more and more again, ive dreant about you more than i have in the last 6 months and ive run over countless moments of ur time together in my mind, its tearing me apart. I wish you hadnt left me baby and i wish you hadnt done what you did when you did leave me even more, its scarred me for life Good night x

Hey North, just wanted to let you know im here hon, thinking about you and hoping that all will get better for you soon

I'm lying in bed sobbing like a baby as I think about you, my chest is so very tight and my pain imeasurable, I'm so sad without J, I even found myself Googling euthanasia and suicide earlier, I so want this to end. You will never know how much you affected and continue to affect my life darling, its been a year now and I just can't get past you, I said it when you left me and I stand by it now "you're my soulmate". I just want to go to sleep now and wake with you beside me telling me I was dreaming but obviously that's not going to happen. I live you J and I'm struggling to live without you, I've never wished for anything but tonight I'm hoping ill never wake again. I'm broken Steve

Dandan, that's a really moving post buddy, my hearts with you. Man hugs

Your words are lovely, I hope you're ok, I'm really very sad, keep sobbing like sobbing like a baby, just want this to all be over now, I've done my time surely. Hugs

North, you have a lovely way with words. Very humbling and thought provoking. This truly us a cruel world

Hi Just, It has taken every ounce of strength I have left not to text you tonight, I've just got home after a long walk and yet again my mind is filled with only you. Never in my life have I met someone that made me feel so very complete, never have I laughed with someone and been so happy, never have loved someone the way I love you. You were my world Just, my partner, my best friend and my lover. I don't think I will ever be able to move on from you. I wanted you to know that I made a wish tonight, a wish for me, a wish for us, I hope that somehow it comes true. I love you baby Forever yours x