im 17
having an affair with sb whoose 37
he and his wife r friends of my parents
and i really love him
he loves me too
hes only stayin with his wife cause of our culture
they almost fight every 3rd day
they want to have kids
he doesnt want to to sleep wit her
and now she started doubtin on us
she told him
and asked
she s tryn her best to proof that shees right
so thats why these dayswere more careful than b4
we meet in his own office only when she is out
and such things
but i never thought this goin to b sooo hard for me
it hurts me knowin hes now with his wife sayin i l u to her layin on the same bed
i feel hurt
when my parents in vite them for dinner it is hell for me
im sittin 3m frm him and sb else is hugging me
it really hurts
what should i do
and cause these days we both r so frustreáted and nervous
we started fighting too
we r together 4 18months
and i l him
what should do
pls help me
