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lancelot873

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  1. i don't know where to begin. was it all a lie? do you have no regrets? how do you sleep at night knowing you cut someone off WITHOUT telling them why? or giving them a chance? and why would you say that "maybe in the future..." that's not fair knowing how much i loved you. i really wish you could have approached me about what ever it is that made you decide to leave me before it got to a point where you took that decision on your own. i used to think that relationships are a two way street, but after you broke up with me i have struggled to keep faith in anything. i still struggle. i can't trust anyone i meet anymore for fear of being vulnerable like that again. it has changed me, our relationship, i don't know for the better or worse but i have definitely changed. i keep changing every day, i feel like i'm in an endless spiral that i can't get out of. you have no heart, no conscience and no soul. i wish i can say to have never met you but i still don't have it in me, 3 years later. i wish i can say i am grateful to have met someone like you, but it only brings painful memories of what could have been but never withstood the test of time. i wish you can tell me what happened. i know you have moved on, but i haven't. and i don't know what to do. if i think about wishing you happiness and success, it pains me because it would be without me. it hurts either way. i can't live like this, i need to move on but i can't. i hope you know what you did.
  2. i wish i never worked at that place where i met your sister, who broke my heart, then met you at her birthday party then started dating you. it was all wrong. i wish i used my brain but your sister broke it along with my heart. now im changing by the day and changing for the worst. i feel like blaming you, but its really up to me to change. change is hard, and im struggling with it because of my decisions in life. i dont want to live anymore. everything we had was great, but you said something stupid that makes me not want to try to work things out again. i dont "beg" for you to come back, all i ever did and wanted to do was to try and communicate. if you see it as begging, then i'm sorry, i can't see myself in that light and can't work things out with you anymore. i still love you and miss you but what you said disgusted me from trying to work things out. i hope you are happy and found another "begger" for your love.
  3. Hey EX, It’s always a pleasure hearing from you. I truly did have fun at your birthday party, with the boring second cup corner lol and with your amazingly fun friends. They are so chill. I wish I’d stayed longer and even joined you at rehab. As with our friendship, I tried my best to be your friend during the time before your birthday, just to avoid sourness ahead of your birthday. That being said, I haven’t forgotten about what happened between us. It feels like it ended too soon. I respect your decision for ending what we had, whatever it is that we had it was great and I still don’t know why it ended. I would like to ask you to stop contacting me unless you are willing to give it another try. I truly do feel lost and confused after what happened. I’m sure we’d do perfectly fine on our own, no question about it. I was ready to live my life with you ever since I met you, but I guess we were part of one book, just not on the same page. It’s been great knowing you EX and I wish I got to know you more.
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