brownEyedGirl

im 15 and 6'1 lol it bugs me sometimes that guys back off cause a girl is taller than them (since were talking about HS most guys are pretty inmature), but personally i prefer the guy being as tall as me or taller, and it gets quite annoying being constantly asked how tall you are and if you can reach things for them.

im young ive alws pictured an ideal life with my soul mate, but i wonder what if i never find him?? what if this what if that what if ....

im 15, and i have been involved previously in online relationships but they never went too far in personal depth as far as getting to know each other well, heres the deal ive met someone online that i trully feel love for,hes 18 and in texas im in a different state i love him i dont doubt my love for him were close as if its just a long distance relationship and not just online, i feel he is my soul mate the feeling is mutual among us,but yet the thought of us being young,lingers in the back of my head i often stop and think that im just 15, it really shreds my soul to love this guy so much and yet have him so far away.He makes me feel loved that someone out there is thinking of me that he loves me for me he fills my heart he shuts out the sadness the loneliness i forget all my self-pitty because i know he loves me the way i am.Another thing is even if its just a few minutes we talk on IM he makes my day much better and now hes moving to another relatives house and wont be able to talk to me in a long long while he wont be able to access a PC and know i fear he will find someone that will be there the way i cant physically give him all the hugs and smiles i cant. and the weird thing is i alws used to think that falling in love over the net was absurd and imposible and look at me now deeply in love over the net... ill be more than glad to hear comments and advice.i tried explaining that as best as i could and its not too well cause theres still a ton of more emotions and feelings inside me that i just dont now how to describe... "I dont understand a God that would allow us to meet when there is no way for us of being together" Fey*

yeah, i know what you mean the feeling, i usually feel the same way self-pitty my mom is alws bugging me to find comfort in church but i really dont see how...i doubt i can find any comfort in church my mom only sees the fam. issues she doesnt know how alone i feel she cant begin to understand that, i find myself at times suddenly bursting into tears... yeah sure there are the online relationships i must admit i am involved in them it somewhat shuts out the loneliness but yet is constantly picking at my soul.

for some reason i feel sorta embaressed to post this, but the hell with it, ok heres the deal i feel somewhat like meremere feels sorta bored but i seriously doubt any friend would wanna help with that any other suggestions?

im a female,teen and im 6'0 tall, and it upsets me that guys at school freak out cause a female is taller than them, and i ask myself why cant guys just let it not get to them is it cause other guys will pick on them cause their GF is taller...or their ego.......what is it?! it really bugs me i think thats why guys back off cause of my height, i have guy friends but just friends...