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  1. I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, These scars on my wrists are proof that people like you do exist... The loneliest feeling in the world to be crying and no one is there for you. No smile is more beautiful than the one that struggles through tears I'm such a mistake, and I'm longing to not exist... Living is a nightmare, but suicides reality
  2. I dated a 32 year old when i was just 16.... yeah i was emotionally immature but i was legal, and to be honest, if two people like each other why on earth stand in their way yeah sneaking out is bad but with you stressing her about it more and more shes just gonna go running to him, let her make her own mistakes and stop trying to protect her, everyone needs to make a few mistakes, otherwise, how on earth do you learn? You learn from the past Catie x x x
  3. does anyone know of the pill xenical? its apparently one that can be prescribed to you here in the UK just wanna know anything about it if anyone knows anything, like side effects, what it takes to get it prescribed? Catie x x x
  4. Hey, as the title suggests i am looking into aquiring diet pills in the hope of losing a stone or two... i dont wanna take loads and not ones that are expensive cos im a student and cant afford it, and i dont want ones that could damage my health long term any tips? i heard apple cider vinegar tablets apparently work Im thinking of going to my doctor about it but i dunno what they will say about it all. Thanks, Catie x x x
  5. thing is, im not talking about my boyfriend, im talking about my friend... someone just said i was a bit of a pushover, and hes a good mate thats not hurt me yet. Catie x x x
  6. Ok, so theres a guy i know who came up to see me last week, for like 2 days after everything was fine then he seemed to go totally off the rails and it was like he didnt wanna care about anyone, then a few days later he said he was sorry, just had stuff to think about etc etc. I went down to see him yesterday, and everything was fine, till i got back home, signed onto msn and started talking to him just to let him know id got home safe, he kinda was a bit upset with me cos i have msn on my mobile phone, but my battery died whenever i kept trying to sign in, so when i got home and got my phone on charge i signed in. Then a few minutes later i just started crying cos i felt really stressed with some university work that is hard and theres loads of it. By this time hed gone out to "clear his head" and then came back a few minutes later and just said that he really didnt care about me, and to prove it, knowing i had feelings for him, he told me he loved me, knowing this was the one thing i wanted to hear from him but i knowing that i knew it was fake. Thing is during the day he was really nice, and said that cos i think im pregnant, he would take care of me and the baby, and thats just what he wud do cos he cares about his friends, so im just totally lost on what this guy wants. He seems to go through the i want to die phase every other day more or less like clockwork. And i just sit through and listen to him telling me how much he wants to kill himself, lets face it, he never does, not in the last month anyway, i ring him in the morning and hes fine, had a good nights sleep and everything. What the hell is he playing at and what the hell do i do? Catie x x x
  7. I have given her clear desicions. And i just found out that all my lectures till friday are cancelled, how am i meant to settle in when im not gonna be doing anything? I just really dont feel safe here, and it is a serious matter of a count down, ive been here 5 weeks, which may not seem like a lot of time to most ppl but when ur unhappy its a long period of time. Catie x x x
  8. Yeah im unhappy having to live here and being so far away from home and from my boyfriend whereas id be living with my boyfriend who is only 30 mins away from my mum and my dad. To be honest i dont know why im allowing my mum to make the choice for me, other than the fact that i will need a car to help me bring all the stuff home. I think im unhappy having to live here and walk through the campus day after day to get anywhere, im like half an hour away from the centre of town and more specifically the train station. Whereas i might not be happy at the new university but i could escape it all after only a few hours and go back home till the next day or whenever my lectures are. Thats what i need, not to be stuck here Catie x x x
  9. Im in a university that when i came to visit i loved. Now that i got here though i dont like it. I dont feel safe anywhere i go. I just walked back from the station to the campus after a weekend away and i could have cried even though im going back home tomorrow after classes finish because i have 2 days off until friday. Thing is, on wednesday me and a friend are off to visit another university who have said that they will take me in January and mum has said we can broach the subject later on this semester, as in late November early December. This new uni is basically a half hour train ride as well as about 15 mins either side to get to the station and from the station.. i think thats a perfectly reasonable commute, i know people that are doing more than that and still manage to go to university. Mum told me that if the commute is too long then she wont consider it, but surely the fact that i have 2 days off in the middle of the week and i am going to come home for those days might indicate that to be honest i just dont wanna be here and thats its ridiculous her spending her money on rent when im just not here. Whereas a half hour train ride from my boyfriends who asked me to move in with him when he came to see me down here the other week and he saw how miserable i really am, i did nothing but cry on his shoulder the whole 2 days he was here. Any one got any ideas on what to do or how to perk myself up a bit again? Catie x x x
  10. I went to see my counsillor at the uni today who basically showed me that its my parents abandonment that i fear if i do move straight away. Not financially, just emotionally and physically, so i think im gonna meet up with one of my parents this weekend just to get them to try and see. My boyfriend knows more about how ive been feeling so i might get him to come along just in case i kinda wane and start crying a bit. Good idea? Catie x x x
  11. Everyone keeps saying that, but what they dont realise is that i have hardly any classes. Im lucky to have 2-3 hours a day of classes. Catie x x x
  12. Heya guys, ive arranged for a transfer to a university closer to home because the bf has asked me to move in with him because he has seen how miserable i am here. Thing is cos mum and dad have already paid rent and everything i cant move till the end of the semester, which isnt over till the 15th December, which is still over 7 weeks away. I just need some tips on how to get over it and how to try and make the time fly. I already intend to go home on my days off, every other week i have Wednesday and Thursday off and every week i have at least Wednesday off. Any tips anyone? I am really struggling and want time to just fly. Guess im thinking on it too much. Catie x x x
  13. For a start off your only 22, not every 22 year old woman is looking for commitment. Secondly, yes picking up men that have a relationship is wrong, but i really dont think that this is a sign that you fear commitment, just that your having fun, which is what you should be at your age. Catie .X.
  14. Alright, well i just moved like an hour and a half away from my whole family and friends and boyfriend and i miss them all soooo much, all i have is my flatmates at the moment, and theres only one girl as well. So im in a flat of 10 with only 1 girl. Thing is, ive gelled with one of my flatmates, hes cool, and im in the process of gelling with another, i just dont think that 2 friends are gonna be enough considering im not gonna go home for a couple of weeks just so that i can get used to this place. Im just so scared that im not gonna make any friends, and i just wanna make friends, but i just hope that theyre idea of a social life doesnt centre around alchohol, cos im not a huge drinker, and i just like to talk and watch movies, listen to music and stuff like that, just hang out, and have the odd drink, i mean lets face it alchohol costs money that i just dont have. Has anyone got any tips on ways to break the ice, especially since im now on freshers week, which is apparently the most important week to make friends before your course starts. I dont know, im just so scared and i guess its cos i only moved down here 12 hours ago and my mum only left about 8 hours ago, so ive been sat here apart from going out for an hour with a couple of flatmates, and ive been worrying and analysing way too much, which is a big thing that i shouldnt do, cos i just think way too much. Anyway, if you can get what the hell im tryna say in this post, please give me tips, or just send me best wishes or something like that. Thanks people. Catie xxx (sorry if its a big long, its been the longest post ive ever done, or at least for a long long time lol)
  15. Ive been with my boyfriend for the past 10 months now, and i'm moving away to university as of this sunday... eek Im just scared me and him are not gonna be able to survive 100 miles of distance, i know ppl have more than that, but im just scared... Any one got a bit of advice? Catie xxx
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