StillHopeful88

I miss you so much. I feel lonely and like my life is completely destroyed. I’m sorry for leaving you...but I had to do it. We had so much love for each other but somehow things got so toxic. I look for you everywhere I go, hoping I may run into you just so I can catch a glimpse of your smile. My days have no purpose...I smile and put on a strong face but inside I’m empty. I want to be happy again...I want to love again and I wish it could be with you. I wish we could live our happily ever after that we always dreamed of...but it could never be in this lifetime. I loved you wish every inch of my body...and I know that you did too...somehow...it wasn’t enough to keep us whole. I love you

Day 2 I feel amazing. Spent the whole day studying and ran into a few old friends.

Day 1 I've finally realized i need to move on and it's my final decision. No more flip flopping, no more going backwards. We've been broken up a month and contact has done nothing but make it harder. I hope you're having fun right now at the club with those girls. I hope you realize that you had someone that loved you so much, that would NEVER cheat on you or do anything to hurt you. I know it was my trust issues that got us here, but you rebelling and hurting me like this is not helping the situation. I cant wait until you start realizing that i AM strong and i CAN move on.