tambo

I can't do this anymore. Can you please write back and tell me that you NEVER want to see me again? Please, kill the hope so I can move on. These past six months, I've been trying everything I can to move on. I've been going out with friends, exercising all the time, keeping busy, improving myself and even dating. But I still can't get over you. I keep on holding on to this hope that you will take me back. Everyday is torture. I still love you so much. I know it will hurt me, but I need to hear you say that I don't have a chance. I'm so sorry. I'm not trying to make you feel guilty. I know you don't owe me anything. I know my healing is my own to deal with. I know that I've hurt you so much and the last thing I want to do is hurt you even more. I've been trying my best to respect your wishes and not contact you, but I feel like I'm going to explode. I know it is a selfish thing for me to contact you. I miss you so much. I just need this pain to end.