flower888

Day whatever today i had made the decision that i am done with you. i won't guess and think about the whys and how to get you back. i will not make any effort to get you back, you are not worthy. i want you out of my life and out of my system, and i am equipped with a powerful technique to do that today. is over between us, you don't deserve me. i will stop loving you from today onwards. Good bye and i don't want to ever see you again.

i am not going to call you, fat hope. who do you think you are? that all women must run after you, heart broken? you think you are young and handsome? you are quite fat, you are not well built, you are lazy you don't work out, you have receding hairline, your hair is thinning, not that i mind all these, but look, you are not the very good looking type ok? and you are getting old. and is not like you are very well to do. i make my own money too, so it is truly truly your pure luck that i have a thing ( stupid enough ) for you. you admitted it was your pure luck that i fell for you, you will live to regret this, i assure you. it is over between us, i will tell myself this everyday so that i could accept it faster. i am leaving to another state to start a better life, to get myself a nice big palace to stay. i was willing to stay in a small place because of you. since you didn't cherish me, you deserve losing me. ha, i know you must be sad too. serve you right!

you left me in limbo by refusing to respond. i had to call psychic reading, even though it seems so stupid. but it gives me some comfort. she said you will contact me in 3 weeks time, and she picked up on some accurate details, kinda eriee. i shouldn't keep talking about you anymore, it is not doing me good. i will try to take my mind off our issue and live normally. i won't come to this site again, not because i don't like the site. but i don't want to get obsessed with you. i don't hate you, i still hope you will come back and talk things out. know you are on a driving trip, i know you still love me, love doesn't die overnite. i pray god to keep you safe.

i still want to believe you will contact me. but i don't know what to do. i still love you, i will want to grow old with you. last nite i had a dream that i should have baby with you afterall. is god teaching me how to give and not just focus on taking? today i have the courage to have baby with you. do i have the chance to tell you this good news? you asked me so many times before. wake up and stop your silent treatment. wake up and come back to us.

i don't have any urge to contact you, i haven't started to miss you yet and hope it will never happen. i don' t hate you, i feel numb with disappointment. disappointed we couldn't make it work afterall, but i think this is your fault. because you are not acting like a man should, and you knew it. you lost to yourself. you won the battle but you lost the war. you know i am so important to you, you gave up so much to get me but you lost to your stupid ego. does feeding your ego make you happy? i always thought i was the one who couldn't control my emotions, but you are the one in actual fact. never mind, i don't care any more, my heart for you is dead.