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  1. The only regret I have is that I didn't come to this conclusion sooner. No, your not the be all and end all. You are, however, not the person I remember. It's weird after over a year of "being friends" that contact has stopped, and I don't hear from you on regular daily basis. But Im pleased this is because I refuse to get involved. I wont be breaking NC this time, and 2 weeks on, I'm relieved its over. I hope that you find whatever you think you are looking for - the new guy maybe it, but that's none of my concern. I may have bridged the gap between new and old, to my now realisation, but I'm not going to your "emotional" tampon now. Thats his responsibly.
  2. Why didn't i stick to this all those months ago....?! Yes, I miss hearing from you - but the routine we got in was poisonous, and ultimately had to end sometime - and I'm glad its me that cut the cord finally. I know you don't like it, I know you want me around, but I deserve better. You hated that I was your "puppy", jumping at your beck and call, but you were happy for this when you knew there was no romantic commitment. All your efforts else where failed, and i was the first point of call when others dumped you. As much as i still care for you - I care for myself more. My life for the past year has been on hold while I stared blinkered as you fed me crumbs. I didn't even want a relationship with you, but enjoyed your company. So much so that decent girls came and went, and I didn't care. You've done nothing wrong. I'm not at all angry. But I respect myself enough to walk away now, for good....even if you have no respect for me. You want me in all the ways that I don't want you. You need me...but I don't need you.
  3. You couldn't even leave it 2 days! Take a rough guess why I'm not talking to you!?
  4. The record of genuine non-contact beaten - 2 whole days. For the past 20 months no more than 48 hours has pasted without a text from you. It's not killing me not talking to you, it's my doing after all, if you realise or not.. Assume you figured out the reason why - and most likely making out that I'm the bad guy. But, oddly enough, being made to look like a compete MUG in front of my brother - who you've always hated, is something I'm truly embarrassed about. The fact he has to get the courage to tell me that your sleeping around....seriously makes me question what I ever saw in you.
  5. Seriously considering what sort of message I'm trying to portray here....leaving my phone at home knowing that you'll have left a message this morning, all happy like you usually. Blissfully unaware that our time as friends is done - and your left to fight your demons alone. It'll make you stronger, and release me from your clutches. I should have done this a year ago.....
  6. The reason your not getting a reply to you texts is, funny enough, I don't appreciate being played for a complete MUG. I'm not too bothered that it's your birthday, that you feeling unwell and have pressures at work. Having been broken up for over a year, you never been without me. As, for my own stupidity, I'm one of those nice guys who stuck around and gets trampled on. Not sure how we can spend a day together, and the evening you take my brother's best friend home....to a room that the week before I helped you decorate. I've propped you up when you world collapsed. I'm the first one you call when you have a problem. I'm the one who was always beside you. You've now got to learn to do this on your own.
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