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  1. Quiet Owned by an ongoing world where Childhood nightmares are all the fashion, Memories are forcefully stumbled upon, And wrists are marked as a cure. Life seems to stop short. It ceases to have point, And prevents any meaningful colours seeping in, Till unknowingly one slyly slips its way through. Purple. An undiscovered, uncared about shade That was sloppily thrown aside in a pallet of the forgotten, Turned up out of the hue; Arrived by car on an unsuspecting day. It breathed new value into others, So red reflected beautifully in the sun, Rather than off serrated, stained scissors. It created a sense of sanctuary, So there was protection from society, Rather than the constant, callous callings. Tears created are prevented; Mood swings stopped at bay. Cocooned in secure insanity; Wrapped in skin on skin heat. An untainted amount of trust is born, And a surreal silence is formed, Together creating a reaction of bliss. A feeling only alive because, In the end, The world is quiet here.
  2. Tim Minchin- You Grew On Me Hellogoodbye- Here In Your Arms
  3. that awkward moment when your boyfriend's ex girlfriend tries to make you jealous via your ex......
  4. I miss you so much. I hate it. I wish you were here telling me not to worry about everything and just keeping me safe. I don't like who I am anymore, I miss the person I was with you. So how am I supposed to get that back?
  5. If you really wanted me to stay in your life, if you really 'loved me', then you should have asked me to stay. You hung up that phone blaming me for causing all the drama, blaming me for causing us to go on a break and blaming me for you getting ill. It's like you never really knew me at all Zac. When I come back from Australia I think we're done, I don't know yet but I can't cope with this and you. I'm sorry but I won't put up with this relationship anymore.
  6. The last night * The time before us ends This place before we cease * That moment before it dies. Feelings that wish to fade, Best forgotten in the midst of night. Memories half there but made, Lingering on to a broken, beaten heart. Typing that waxes and wanes, Hesitant to bring upon this close. Pleasing with opportunities, Yet willing to state by no's. * Till we reach a stalemate, That ever consuming abyss. Then minutes counted before the hit, My closure of a click. A flame flickers then burns out, An eye lid finally shuts, And the long awaited silence falls.
  7. I know I shouldn't miss you anymore Miles but I do. I thought I was fully over you but I'm not. I'm trying to move on now and I've met someone else and he appears to be twice the time better for me than you were, something I didn't think could ever happen, but he is. I just miss the way we were though I miss you singing to me over video, I can't really listen to wonderwall without thinking of you, and last night I just broke down, I miss us a lot. I know you've moved on, and I'm trying to with Z but I don't know if I'm ready to. He's said he's not going to rush me into anything, but I wish I could have the same strength of feeling he has for me, instead I'm still about a 1/10 caught up on you as last night showed. I realised how badly I was in love with you, and that sounds crazy but even C agrees with me that I was in love with you, you meant that much to me. I miss you Miles but I need to move on an work on this new relationship I have that more people have faith in to work than ours. I know I've changed from how I was with you, and I don't know if that's good or bad but I'm not who you fell for anymore. I don't know what to do Miles, and I'll figure it out, but just know that I miss you.
  8. This is a really good piece of poetry and incredibly relatable, thanks
  9. Today was perfect with you. I know it shouldn't have happened at all, but it was the old us again. The way we were when it was just the two of us happily just starting out and actually loving each other fully. Just lying there in your lap, wearing your hoodie, which has always been too big on me, and listening to your iPod with you. Hearing you singing and listening to you rap in my ear just brings back so many memories, and for the first time in such a long time I felt at peace again, I felt like life was worth it again just to see you smiling and holding me like before, laughing along with me at the world and not caring what other people thought about us. I've missed you and us so much, all I ask is that the way today was, is the way we continue to be. You know I'd stop anything else I've got going on with these other people just to be back with you. I was in love with you once, please let this time be better.
  10. It's an odd feeling when you remember your exs and compare your life then and now. Things are changing and for good, the only thing I hate is that all of you will remember me as the stupid way I was before, but to be fair I wouldn't want a second chance with any of you, I know what I want now and a relationship is far from my mind, that can wait till later, for now I'll enjoy my singleness and all the benefits it's bringing. Goodbye to all 5 of you.
  11. Ha I love how I said to you I wouldn't be with anyone till uni after you dumped me, and now I've got with two guys in the space of a week and we've only been apart from a month and a bit. You changed my way of looking at life and made me realise that I don't need proper relationships until later on in life. You fully had the old innocent little me that people apparently prefer, well tough luck I'm loving how I am now.
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