Oh this should be fun... lol.
Not that I would contact you anyway, but let me get something off my chest.
For the longest time, I had my doubts about you. Before you left for the military... remember how I tried to dump you? Remember how I tried to move on with my life, even back then? How you cried, and how I even changed my status to "single"? I remember being over the entire situation even back then. I told you how things went down with the other girl I was dating that joined the military, and you promised things would be different. But you taught me that you're all the same. There is no such thing as "different".
Everything we went through over the past 10 months or so, it was more or less a case of need over want. I wanted to be free, but I had become so accustomed to having you around, and when you left, I became bored. I didn't have anyone to spend time with in the way I did you, I missed what you were to me more than I missed YOU. And I let that begin to control me, and how I acted.
I had long been bored with the relationship, but I chose to continue it because I had got so used to being with you. We spent at least every other day together. Oh, but we had good times. I don't believe I wasted time with you, not at all. Even though things were getting dull, I know we could have spiced it back up. And I was ready to when you returned. To go back on day-tes, to move in together, and to bring that fire back. I really missed you.
Now, I barely even think about you.
You were not particularly good in bed, and near the end THAT even bored me, even after not seeing you for 2 months. Not a good sign. LOL.
Thank you for giving up on me, so I could begin to believe in MYSELF again. This has been a great experience in the end, and I hope you're having the time of your life. I'm living my dream, and your knees and shins are still f**ked. I hope they figure out someway to replace your knees without, ya know, having to replace em, because that SUCKS.
Good luck, stupid. You gave up on the best thing you ever had. That may sound conceited, but I know I was good to you, and you are dellerious.
-P