You bailed on your promises. You feel no sense of loss, you are so shallow. How could you betray someone you said you loved 10 times a day?? Your I love you does not have any true value or depth. I am left without a closure discussion. And that is my choice since I know you would simply use that as an opportunity to assuage your guilt, justify yourself, make yourself feel better, and pump up your ego by the sound of the hurt and loss in my voice. I am not going to give that to you. You get to see just how great it is without me now. And you know what? It's not going to be better. You are going to live in the same chaos and turmoil you have all along. Only now, the only positive person in your life - is gone.
Wow. guess you are not so smart as you think you are.