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fwdthinker

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fwdthinker last won the day on July 2 2018

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  1. I am realizing that one of the reasons I have been so angry is because I held you to such a high standard; thought so much of you. What a bitter pill it's been for me to have to realize and accept the truth...you aren't who you said you were, at all. That person does not exist. That person was a mirage, a fantasy that you pretend to be to yourself and others. But the truth is a much sadder and weaker person. A person who has no moral compass. It's all a sham. And I bought into it, just like you do. No longer. And it makes me sad. That fantasy you person was a truly lovely being; someone I loved so much. But the real person..well...that person is just...lost. You often asked if I would like the "real" you if it was revealed. I can say now..I pity that person. You lie to yourself (and thus everyone else) constantly. But the pity does not excuse your choices and completely selfish and irresponsible actions. You've hurt a lot of people with your fantasy lens that allows you to do whatever you want--whenever you want--all justified by your terrible "pain" and non stop issues. The thing is--You hurt me. And I am pretty sure, it hasnt dawned on you - even yet. I am pretty sure - you are doing what you always do...thinking about...You.
  2. You bailed on your promises. You feel no sense of loss, you are so shallow. How could you betray someone you said you loved 10 times a day?? Your I love you does not have any true value or depth. I am left without a closure discussion. And that is my choice since I know you would simply use that as an opportunity to assuage your guilt, justify yourself, make yourself feel better, and pump up your ego by the sound of the hurt and loss in my voice. I am not going to give that to you. You get to see just how great it is without me now. And you know what? It's not going to be better. You are going to live in the same chaos and turmoil you have all along. Only now, the only positive person in your life - is gone. Wow. guess you are not so smart as you think you are.
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