markie b

happy new year row xxx well all the things i told you i ment and well i know how you hate my music but well here just one last song for you i was going to play it on valentines day in part of the mix i made for the meal i was going to cook in the forest under chinese lanterns and candle light under the stars. well here the song anyways

heya rowan,well hope your having a good day i just thought id send you a txt to say happy christmas and just let you know im still thinking about you xxx

yeah i see where it went wrong girls these days would have something more alike hey m8 wts pnin c u l8r.most have forgotten about olde english and well open a door for a woman your under suspicioun that you could be checking out someone accross the road or behind them lol romance is dying fast women are becoming more masculine where as men are turning more femanine its a crazy old world

heya beautiful look im really sorry for how (dont know how to put this in my terms without using a swear word and got a warning for manipulation of wording) fecies ive been towards you in this break up,i know you feel bad and your missing me because you told me yourself when we spoke on facebook. i really do hope you have an amazing christmas gorgeous and i do really hope one day the most amazing guy comes along and sweeps you off your feet and gives you the world and the stars. i just want you to know i dont hate you for the way you were at the end of the relationship.it was bad yes,but i dont hate you. i can see know that you were distancing yourself from me to protect yourself from being to hurt and still wernt over bazz and when he contacted you it brought back alot of memories for you and i guess thats what it was that you couldnt share with me so because you couldnt be open you closed off and withdrew. its ok rowan i understand how hard things can be sometimes maybe in another time aye?different circumstances things may of worked out (im sitting here in tears writting this,its not tears of sadness tho theyre tears of love for you and what you ment to me in the times we shared tears of meeting someone so great as you) i know you believe in fate and one day maybe fate will decide to bring us back together again but until that time i just want you to know i dont blame you for anything.i understand and i mean that!your the only person i shared my soul with when we kissed so you know you were special to me!next time you try to do that it will be different and wont work the same as what it did with me because its not me. and your always going to hold apart of my breath in your body forever the same as i will you. i want to thank you for giving me courage and bringing my smile back and making me feel special when we were together. im going to be ok from now on gorgeous and i really hope you are aswell if i could hold you head in my hands and kiss you under the stars one last time just to say goodbye i would but i know that wouldnt do either of us any good. i wish you the best in your job and the very best in life and hope you get a promotion soon and hope you manage to find a place to live instead of going back to your mums you know she guilt trips you all the time and drags you down because she is down herself. look after your little bro he's gunna be a really cool guy (he's already a cool kid so it only goes to show he will be a cool guy and tell him to get a girlfriend he's 13 already hehehe).take care of gail and andrew aswell theyre really nice people they took me in with open arms and treated me really well the short time i knew them,i have alot of time and respect for them for that. if i was there i would kiss away the tears now and give you a massive hug and tell you everything is going to be alright whilst you cry on my shoulder. you have my number and email and facebook account and msn if you ever need someone to speak to,feel alone,need a hug or just some one to fall asleep on snuggled in. take good care of yourself babe xxxxx mark

i cant im sorry i just cant not at the moment your not worthy of my feelings at present and your not worthy of knowing how badly dumping you has made me feel!it was all fine before and then you changed and turned into the gf from hell and treated me soooo badly you were my first time of dumping which i can never forgive you for NEVER and baby you know how badly the others have treated me!you really done a good number on trying to screw my head up but what can i expect you lernt from the best your mum was a master at guilt trip your ex's were always so cold and mean and emotionless towards you so with me i guess i was your release to see how it must of felt for them to be in such control! the only difference was you mistook kindness,attentiveness,caring,devotion,love,sensativity,trust as a weakness baby its not a weakness there my best strengths im always going to have them and you know you have lost me the best thing that has and will ever happen to you!!! you said i was too clingy and needy and when i said no im not i just like being with you is that such a crime you just smirkly laughed and turned away,you know what rowan hunny who is going to have the smirk last?coz now ive left you i know i will deffinately have a clean conciounce from this i walked away with some pride you threw yours out the window when you began being a b/itch towards me so you know what enjoy your christmas without me please i wish you the best in your life your a (sorry for the language) c;unt rowan so please go f-uck yourself one last time just for me just hope the next guy gets treated better then the shyte you have tried with me i do hope you have realised exactly what it is youve lost with me and i hope it eats at you inside for many years because dont forget rowan i can read you i do know you and i know it will you may not show it but you know! if you ever decide to turn your life back around and get your act together again i hope you meet the nicest guy in the world and he brings back to you that amazing smile you had when we first met and hoep you have an amazing life with him take care row row this is me trying to let you go in this message i doubt it will work but worth a shot aye

i'l always love you and i'l always care,my hearts big enough for you to share. ive been waiting for the moment you'll care and ask for me back for our lives to share you know how i feel and always will but you've ripped out my heart and thats a bitter pill. im waiting for the day to call you my lady and hopefully rowan one day maybe just....... maybe! dooooooooooohhhhhh for fs i know im worth so much more then you would ever be capable to ever give and more worthy of what what it was you did! you tore out my heart and spat on my soul you a heartless * * * * * now * * * * off and goooooooooo!!!!!!!! that ones better i like that one hehehehehehe