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I just want you to know that if I had to go back in time and re-live any two year period in my life it would start with the day that we saw Braveheart The feelings I had when we came out of the theatre in June of 1995. The first cruise we went on, the day I proposed. The day in Febuary where we learned that we would looked forward to becoming parents. It would include the day in May in Tahoe when we got married, the day we brought Maddy back to our Stanford Ranch home. This would also include a day where I saw Maddy's first laugh, first bath. I am so incredibly proud of our daughter and how she has already touched the lives of many in such a good way. It was truly meant to be for Maddy to be brought into this world.

I know just how you feel womanwriter. It's so hard for me to understand how my wife can change her feelings and replace me so quickly after being together for 14 years. You sound like a good person and you will meet some other lucky guy when you least expect it. It is hard to let go of the memories while thinking about how remote the odds seem that we will ever be as happy again. I have learned so much and needed to grow. The next person that comes along will definitely benefit but I just wish she would just see how it could be with the new me. I wonder if she is really happier with him than when she experienced the honeymoon period with me? I think that the both of us need to try not to take it so personal. I guess this is to be expected in life.