moyno85

So, I see the hairy nipples are in the public domain now. Good stuff.

i miss you ya chunrat - my heart still hurts

gah, haven't spoken to you for 51 days. The longest we've ever gone without talking. I don't know what to do anymore, I still love you more than you will probably ever know. I wish I could change the way you felt but its safer just to suffer in silence. Hope you're happy, I really mean that.

gah. god I miss you. I still can't believe its all come to this. Feels like a horrible dream. I wish you would just come back to me. I understand your reasons. I just miss you so much.

i dont get how you can just leave me to rot like this. after everything I did for you, you just let me rot away in agony while you live it up with your rebound. thanks for that. nice one.

45 days no contact and I am still hurting like hell. Why does it take me so much longer to get over things than other people? Why didn't you ever forgive me after everything I did? I don't know why you had to make things this way. Ah well, I don't even know what to say to you anymore. I just want to stop hurting. See ya.

I hate you.

bloody hell, i love you. you have no idea how much I still miss you. I think I always will.

day 21 broke contact sent a text saying thank you for the birthday message, sorry for late reply. hope you are well. no reply feel like absolute sh**

been 3 weeks NC. was doing ok. starting to get over it. not even really think about it all that much. today, like an idiot I decided to google her name at work. First thing that came up was a promo photo of her and her new boyfriend who are in the same string quartet. Turns out they have been touring together for the past 2 weeks. made me feel sick and dizzy. awesome..... that set me back. kick. in. the. guts.

IGNORE!!!! at least for now