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  1. Thanks for your reply. When I hear about someone going through the same sort of thing it helps me to not feel so alone
  2. I sometimes really want to contact you but it's pointless because it won't change anything. It looks like you've moved on and I'm kind of jealous of that. It seems like you're showing off. You could be such a jerk and that's become all the more vivid these past few weeks. You didn't deserve me. You took advantage of me! I kept giving and you kept taking. It wasn't 50/50. I carried the relationship. That was foolish of me. But I've learned a lot from this, so that's the positivity I can spin from it. I'm not going to thank you for it though. I just wish people really knew how cruel you can be. You treat your friends like gold, but treat your girlfriends (and your own mother!) like crap. Probably because you think they're always going to be there (at least til you're finished with them) and they won't go away if you're heartless. I'm beginning to think your exes weren't crazy like you said they were. If they were, you probably drove them off the edge! Your friends probably think you're a swell guy but I wish for 5 minutes they could have been in my shoes and saw the way you treated me. You always worried about everyone else's feelings and what they thought of you, and made a point of getting that accross to people: that you were "considerate". But not considerate of ME! The one you were supposed to LOVE! I will never understand. You're a wolf in sheep's clothing. I just wish people could see you for who you truly are.
  3. I can't believe I allowed you to treat me this way so long. I bent over backwards for you and tried so hard to make our relationship work. You NEVER put in any effort. I cared so much about you and you were the only one I pictured myself growing old with (at least, at one point in time). It didn't have to be this way! Why couldn't you have tried? Why did I always come last on your priority list? You were always just "really busy". Why did you stay with me for so long when you couldn't be in this 100%? Why did you always leave me out of the loop? I thought a relationship was about sharing our lives together. You made me feel naggy, clingy, and b!tchy, and I am NOT any of those things - I just wanted to be a part of your life, the way I made you a part of mine. I feel so stupid reading all this back and not leaving sooner, but I wasn't ready. It didn't have to be this way! Go hang out with your loser immature 19 year old new friends who became way more important than our relationship, and took precedence EVERY SINGLE TIME. You make yourself out to be a martyr but you're just plain SELFISH.
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