GoVols

Dear Ex: I was sad at first, but now I've realized that you weren't really that good for me anyway! You were totally oblivious to your emotions. Emotionally unavailable. You only cared about yourself, and sucked horribly at communicating. You never made me feel wanted most of the time, and sometimes I felt like a bother. You never "took charge". If I wanted to hang out with you, I had to ask most of the time. Maybe you were deep-down, such a user. I wish you could have been honest with me if you just weren't "that into me." Actually, now that I think about it, you were a big jerk who I cared for. I'm embarrassed that I subjected myself to it and your standards. Now that you've been gone, I feel like I can breathe again. No more wondering and worrying and what if's. Something that I never wanted turned out to be FREEDOM and the best thing for me! I never got to say it..but you are a jerk who isn't in tune with your emotions! Thank you for making that big decision to go another route because I'm finding out just how amazing it feels to not wonder why my boyfriend (wait, were you even my boyfriend? You sure made it feel that way) didn't want to hang out with me more or be more loving. Good luck with your next victim - I truly hope you don't treat her as poorly as you did me! I hope you that you realized that I did nothing but care and always would have been happy to give you the world. Good riddance! Adios!