KiNo

I still miss you and love you even I've told you I'm not... You will always be the most beautiful piece of my life puzzle, never be forgotten. You found another guy, left me aside, told me that we can't be together... I was totally lost at 1st, but thanks that I have a grip on it now... I know, you are seeking the best, you are doing your best. I, hereby, as a man who loved you so much, willing to let you go, let you find your own path. Even you've been leading me all time along with almost no clue at all, I glad that I have been led by you, those memory may just seems a piece of dust, but it is precious enough for me. Go ahead and find the best for yourself, I wish you the best and I always love you within my heart.

NC broken.... hmm, alright... Day 1 I'm moody, bet you know why... nvm, got back right to square one, gonna start again.. but this time i bet it will be easier. I love me T.T

Day 2 (2nd season) YOSH! today is rainy day, but I feel quite good, skipped my class in the morning as usual... We bumped up today at a place (not being planned or contacted before) after being NC for 34 days and just had a simple conservation, nothing else, felt easy and moving.. and i left her within 1 hour... is that considered broken NC???

Already 30+ days only to discover this thread.... oh well, I accept and ready for another 30... Day 1(2nd season) Hmm, something still stuck in my head, sometimes still thinking about sweet moment we had before... and my mind was so stuck today thinking about an incident happened 2 days ago, I spotted my ex current bf cruising by my place just to check her up... Felt some unknown happiness... but glad I'm over it and at least I'm right about nothing that she's a liar... today nothing special, doing things that I usually do over the previous 30 days, I'm used to NC somehow, doing good... Oh ya, I saw my ex's car went by when I was on the way home from jogging, saw another guy(not his current bf) sitting inside her car... O.o well...