I shouldn't be worried about your understanding of the NC period but I'm glad you understand why I need this. I don't think you know why you need me around when you're doing great in your recovery. Are you really? Well, it doesn't matter anymore. Regarding the texting on Christmas and NYE, do whatever you feel like doing but don't expect my reply. I started the first NC period with the wrong intentions but rest assure that this time is about me. It's not revenge nor punishment for you. It's something for me and about me. Like I told you today, I hope the best for you but also for me and right now, you're not it. You asked if I lied when I said you were my best friend... I didn't lie. NC is my strategy to overcome this. You chose a different one which I respect. Take care of yourself and don't worry. You'll be ok.
(I hope this is my last post in this thread. It helped me a lot.)