My boyfriend told me a few weeks ago that he was gay, but I had to drag it out of him because he did not want to tell me. He has not told this to anyone else. We are still together and have been for three years. He has been hiding it all his life and supressed it. I became friends with him and was immediately attracted to him. We began to date and fell in love. He fell in love with me and wanted to be with me more than anything, so he planned on never going with his feelings deep inside that he could never be physically attracted to me. We are both hurting beyond words, but still love each other and never want to be parted. We have to deal with never being able to get married, because it just wouldn't be the right thing to do to each other. We are throwing away ours dreams because of this, and we do not blame anything on each other. We love eah other more than we love anyone or anything else, and plan never to be parted. We still feel we belong to each other even though we have this huge bump to get over in our relationship together. We still plan to have children together, because we feel we owe that to each other to procreate and have someone that is both of us to raise as our own. We are kinda like the show "Will and Grace" if you wanted an analogy. Is there anyone out there that knows what I am feeling? If there is please reply.