I feel so low. I don't know if I'm overreacting or being unreasonable. It was my boyfriend and I's one year anniversary and we went for a meal, he didn't get me anything but said "I was going to buy you flowers but just didn't". However I kinda expected this disappointment because on valentines day he didn't bother either whereas I got him gifts and he turned up empty handed and I felt like such a fool. I had considered getting him an anniversary gift but I really didn't want to feel that way again. Then his friends had invited him to their flat so he pretty much just left me to go be with them.. I don't have a problem with him spending time with his friends, of course not, but just felt like he had rather been with them the whole time than with me so should've just left me earlier.
He told me he wasn't going to inform me that his friends had invited him because he was worried about how I'd "react". Well yes I think me being pretty hurt by it is a normal reaction, or is it?
And the irony being that whenever we would be together like we'd planned a day out and he'd randomly get invited elsewhere with his friends, I'd always just tell him to go because I didnt want to seem like I was stopping him from seeing them. So he'd leave me and I'd go home and spend the rest of the night alone and feeling bitter. Then oneday his friend decided to have a go at me saying it felt like I was "taking his best friend away from him"... yes, I'm definitely stopping him seeing his friends by telling him to stop spending time with me and to be with them instead. This just felt like a slap in the face.
What does everyone else think?