First off Im new to this site and want to thank you all for reading my post!! I look forward to helping you all out
I have been with my boyfriend for about 7 years now. I am 24, he is 25. Jealousy has overcome our relationship and seems to be eating away at me more and more as time goes on.
1. I get jealous of pretty girls who are on TV when me and my bf are watching it. I KNOW I am being ridiculous and I hate it . Especially when they are in swim suits. I had to stop watching Nip/Tuck with him because of the gorgeous women and Entourage because there are always hot chicks on the screen.
2. I get jealous when we are at a bar/club and there are go go dancers, pretty girls around. It will literally ruin my evening and Im constantly checking to see if he is checking them out!
3. I get jealous of pretty girls everywhere! At restaurants, movies, anywhere. Even if he is not with me and I see a pretty girl Im like "oh Im so glad he is not here to see her."
4. He orders Maxim magazine. I get so jealous because the girls are so pretty and half naked in there. I hate the fact he is looking at other women. Good thing he doesnt order Playboy
I am a pretty girl, and I do admit I am insecure. I model, have a great body but I can not for the life of me explain why I am the way I am.
Its killing me! It's ruining our relationship. We are moving to Florida (Clearwater Beach) soon and he wants to bartend and all I can think about is the women in bikini's everywhere, the big chested blonde haired women. I know Im being selfish, insecure, etc. and not normal but I envy the girls who can look at Maxim's with their guy and not even think twice about the ladies.
Thanks for listening guys