I know everyone grieves differently, I didn't search to see if there were other posts on this topic.
My uncle died last week and I haven't cried at all. I have lost other relatives, none that I was super close to, but other aunts and uncles and I never grieved by crying for anyone. I feel there is something wrong with me. Why can't I cry? I try to imagine that it is someone really close to me that died and would I cry then and I don't think that I would.
I did cry after both my dogs died though.
I'm afraid I am becoming really hardened to life's tragedies. I haven't had the easiest life.
I have to go to my uncle's funeral on Wed and I'm afraid of what people will think of me for not crying. I will miss him and I did care about him. My BF thinks that I'm cold.