im in so much pain. i cant even being to explain it. after putting my walls down after so long... after finally believing in true love again... he just throws it away like it was nothing and i am no one. how do u go from being in love and talking marriage to nothing...we were going to get married... and i cant stop crying. i want to cut my wrists or something.. i cant do anything i just want to believe this is a lie or a nightmare im gonna wake up from... what do i do ...i wanna rip out my heart so i cant feel it anymore...
i cant move on i cant think of him with someone else
i dont want someone else.
see my last form..
he said he didnt lie and it was true. he wont believe me.
he said when i hurt him he just considered me gone.
he wont meet with my unlce i knew he wouldnt
we all think he is scared of him.. .
he didnt have a reason to be they were just going to talk
i want to die....