I am beginning to doubt this exact moment of Transitioning in to Standig out.
Been in the south now for the past 3 years and the first 2.5 of these 3 was busy, busy, busy, getting on task, staying focused, and paying off the debt that followed me. So now I am pretty much in the clear and I am really having the hardest time understanding the concept of my peers, and my gender. The two relationships I have had-the first was a trainwreck and the 2nd was a complete Disaster/ True Story......lol
So now I am trying to analyze if it's me or if it's them or if is the difference of tempermant...I don't have any friends here and it is so depressing because I am still a young woman. Drugs is fundemental down here and there are sooooo many folks that are users and abusers but are very succesful in the public sector. /there is a university here in my area and the town pretty much caters to those students which is no longer a issue of mine. IT's just that I seek to find good, wholesome company other than that of my family and it's so not a go..... They seem to have a stigma about "Up North Chicks" that makes me livid. uuuurrrghhhhhh,,,,,and so now I question my online family....what are the major differences between the south and the north.
I am ??? whether the change is mine to make or not...