Gonna drown with drugs and alcohol in pool

dying71 · 06-21-2009, 06:02 PM

time to die soon, just need to set the date. do not contact me, I am not wanting to hear it will get better crap.

Speranza · 06-21-2009, 06:23 PM

Would you like some kind of response, though? Why did you post this for us to see? Is there anything you DO want to hear? I don't know about your life so I certainly can't mouth platitudes at you, however if you want to explain then we will listen.

Speranza · 06-21-2009, 06:30 PM

Just seen some of your other posts... I notice in one place you wrote, "Haven't got what I was looking for here..." So can I just ask once more, what is it you are looking for here?

Miss Firecracker · 06-21-2009, 06:39 PM

I also feel confused. Why, if you do not want help, would you post here? I wish you could tell us what you want or need. I am doing all I can just to keep myself positive and have no miracle to give you. I really wish I did though. I would try anything if I knew it would help.

Speranza · 06-21-2009, 06:45 PM

Perhaps it's not possible for the OP to say what they need... Sometimes people are beyond the point where they would give anything to feel differently, sometimes it's just not possible to want to fight to live any more. Is this the case with you, dying71?

dying71 · 06-21-2009, 08:06 PM

yes. i am tired of fighting.

kissmyheart · 06-22-2009, 01:45 PM

If you did not want posts, you would have written your thoughts elsewhere. I am not going to say that things get better, but hopefully a time will come where you don't have to fight anymore and can see the good. I give this advice yes, actually like a slight hypocrite, but what would make you feel better? what do you feel is missing in your life?
i hope and pray you make the right decision, whatever you may choose.

E.

Speranza · 06-23-2009, 06:03 PM

It would be really helpful rather than just a deletion and a standard email if I were to be told what I'd written cos I can't remember! Sorry if I have caused offence. I thought if you inadvertently posted a 'wrong' word, the asterisks blanked it out.

Anyway, sorry!

06-21-2009, 06:02 PM	#1
dying71 Offline Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 50	Gonna drown with drugs and alcohol in pool time to die soon, just need to set the date. do not contact me, I am not wanting to hear it will get better crap.

06-22-2009, 01:45 PM	#7
kissmyheart Offline Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: Yorkshire Gender: Female Posts: 11	If you did not want posts, you would have written your thoughts elsewhere. I am not going to say that things get better, but hopefully a time will come where you don't have to fight anymore and can see the good. I give this advice yes, actually like a slight hypocrite, but what would make you feel better? what do you feel is missing in your life? i hope and pray you make the right decision, whatever you may choose. E. __________________ I'll be you, lets trade shoes just to see what'd it be like to feel your pain, you feel mine

06-21-2009, 06:23 PM	#2
Speranza Offline Gold Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: UK Gender: Female Age: 49 Posts: 723	Would you like some kind of response, though? Why did you post this for us to see? Is there anything you DO want to hear? I don't know about your life so I certainly can't mouth platitudes at you, however if you want to explain then we will listen.

06-21-2009, 06:30 PM	#3
Speranza Offline Gold Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: UK Gender: Female Age: 49 Posts: 723	Just seen some of your other posts... I notice in one place you wrote, "Haven't got what I was looking for here..." So can I just ask once more, what is it you are looking for here?

06-21-2009, 06:39 PM	#4
Miss Firecracker Offline Platinum Member Join Date: Apr 2007 Gender: Female Posts: 4,156	I also feel confused. Why, if you do not want help, would you post here? I wish you could tell us what you want or need. I am doing all I can just to keep myself positive and have no miracle to give you. I really wish I did though. I would try anything if I knew it would help.

06-21-2009, 06:45 PM	#5
Speranza Offline Gold Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: UK Gender: Female Age: 49 Posts: 723	Perhaps it's not possible for the OP to say what they need... Sometimes people are beyond the point where they would give anything to feel differently, sometimes it's just not possible to want to fight to live any more. Is this the case with you, dying71?

06-21-2009, 08:06 PM	#6
dying71 Offline Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 50	yes. i am tired of fighting.

06-23-2009, 06:03 PM	#8
Speranza Offline Gold Member Join Date: Jun 2009 Location: UK Gender: Female Age: 49 Posts: 723	It would be really helpful rather than just a deletion and a standard email if I were to be told what I'd written cos I can't remember! Sorry if I have caused offence. I thought if you inadvertently posted a 'wrong' word, the asterisks blanked it out. Anyway, sorry!