Just wondering, but what is like for lovers reunited after many years of separation?
(Let's say, while on vacation, you once knew a wonderful girl. You went back home. You made plans to visit her again. However, some evil things befell your life. Because you felt ashamed of your lack of accomplishments, you postponed your visit. The girl called you, because she wondered why you were taking so long. You made up an excuse - you said you were busy.
After two year, your life turned around. You remembered the girl again. You called her, but she must have changed her phone number. So you can't find her anymore.
You have known many women in your life. But you don't love them. You feel that you've given your heart away already. In this lifetime of yours, you only want to love one woman.
So you feel really guilty. You want to tell her, "It's not that I didn't want to see you - All my life, you are the only woman for me. I was just too focused on my own stuff at the time."
Suppose you find her again. What do you say to her? What would it feel like?)
Does anyone know? Does anyone have personal experiences?
1. I think if she's married, then you would feel a great relief, because she is happy. Things just weren't meant to be.
2. But if she's not married, then how would you feel? I really wonder...