Depressed

bicksford · 05-27-2008, 08:46 PM

I think I'm becoming depressed again. I feel that I was very depressed in high school and got over it for about a year in college, since the second year I think it's been coming back. Today, as well as a lot of days a few weeks ago, I have just felt terribly depressed. I don't feel suicidal so that's good, but I just feel very "grey". I feel as though nothing could possibly cheer me up and that life is going to be the same mundane thing forevor. I know these feelings are irrational, but it's bothering me that I don't have anything to pin these feelings on. I've been surfing a lot, exercising, was partying with friends before school ended, but now I just feel depressed. Since this is a problem all throughout the year I'm thinking of getting treated for depression. I'm a bit nervous because I feel weak if I have to rely on a drug but I just am having trouble getting through this. I've tried tons of things, changing my habits, trying to improve my self, doing positive things, but nothing seems to be working. Just wanted to share how I've been feeling lately. It's kind of like those zoloft commercials, I just feel a loss of interest in things that used to make me happy. Another problem I'm having is drug related. I've tried various drugs, never to the point where it was a problem but I've tried them. I feel that I just can't acheive any satisfaction in the way that I could with drugs and I'm worried that I'll end up becoming addicted to some sort of drug. This is part of the reason I'd like to get treated. I'd rather be perscribed a drug that I can take legally and with somebody's supervision that turning to illegal drugs. Thanks for reading.

sunset sun rise lover · 05-27-2008, 10:44 PM

i hope you are feeling more like you in a few weeks pm me anytime what is making you depressed

bicksford · 05-28-2008, 09:44 PM

was going to send you a pm saying thank you very much for the concern and response but it says you've chosen not to receive pm's.

sunset sun rise lover · 05-28-2008, 11:05 PM

sorry i had in on off but you are welcome and my pm box is always open now its back on

05-27-2008, 08:46 PM	#1
bicksford Offline Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 68	Depressed I think I'm becoming depressed again. I feel that I was very depressed in high school and got over it for about a year in college, since the second year I think it's been coming back. Today, as well as a lot of days a few weeks ago, I have just felt terribly depressed. I don't feel suicidal so that's good, but I just feel very "grey". I feel as though nothing could possibly cheer me up and that life is going to be the same mundane thing forevor. I know these feelings are irrational, but it's bothering me that I don't have anything to pin these feelings on. I've been surfing a lot, exercising, was partying with friends before school ended, but now I just feel depressed. Since this is a problem all throughout the year I'm thinking of getting treated for depression. I'm a bit nervous because I feel weak if I have to rely on a drug but I just am having trouble getting through this. I've tried tons of things, changing my habits, trying to improve my self, doing positive things, but nothing seems to be working. Just wanted to share how I've been feeling lately. It's kind of like those zoloft commercials, I just feel a loss of interest in things that used to make me happy. Another problem I'm having is drug related. I've tried various drugs, never to the point where it was a problem but I've tried them. I feel that I just can't acheive any satisfaction in the way that I could with drugs and I'm worried that I'll end up becoming addicted to some sort of drug. This is part of the reason I'd like to get treated. I'd rather be perscribed a drug that I can take legally and with somebody's supervision that turning to illegal drugs. Thanks for reading.

05-27-2008, 10:44 PM	#2
sunset sun rise lover Offline Bronze Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Cottonwood Gender: Female Age: 19 Posts: 209	i hope you are feeling more like you in a few weeks pm me anytime what is making you depressed __________________ Hey my realationship is back on top and i couldn't be happier i love this woman and i missed her are hearts choose each other now all we need to do is have her follow what her heart is saying .

05-28-2008, 11:05 PM	#4
sunset sun rise lover Offline Bronze Member Join Date: May 2008 Location: Cottonwood Gender: Female Age: 19 Posts: 209	sorry i had in on off but you are welcome and my pm box is always open now its back on __________________ Hey my realationship is back on top and i couldn't be happier i love this woman and i missed her are hearts choose each other now all we need to do is have her follow what her heart is saying . Last edited by sunset sun rise lover; 05-28-2008 at 11:12 PM.

05-28-2008, 09:44 PM	#3
bicksford Offline Member Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 68	was going to send you a pm saying thank you very much for the concern and response but it says you've chosen not to receive pm's.