I have a confession to make.
Ok like tonight, I texted my girlfriend and asked her if she could talk. She said no. I reply, over dramatically, with "fine". I guess I intentionally try to make her feel bad.
I feel bad sometimes after I do it but I guess sometimes it is comforting and I like something about it.
I feel so selfish and nasty thinking about this.
Maybe it makes me feel secure if I see that she cares about me.
Is this common or am I just a freak?