I am after advice - I am so jelous of my sister its not funny, she is so skiny and pretty and sucsesfull, its not fair!!!
They say parents cant just favour one child but they do - they call her on the phone every second day, THEY NEVER CALL ME CANT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HERD FROM THEM! They bought her trips around the world I HAVE NEVER BEEN BOUGHT A TRIP ANYWHERE!!!! They have bought her a car, a laptop a digital camera a mobile phone - the list goes on - I have NEVER recieved any of these from my parents - is this fair??? i know love isnt about possesions or money but is this some kind of sign????
My Mum treated me bad when i was a kid and when i was a teanager - i will NEVER forgive her for the things she has done to me - being the parent i thought she would know better, but she hit me and called me names from such a young young age! Like i said i will never forgive my mum but i still talk to her, just like a normal person try not to cause arguments... I have delt with enough hate to last me a life time - I was kicked out at 16 whole bed room packed up for me, i was hit every morning with the hairbrush before school, i remember being no older than 5 yrs old and my only wish was that i could learn how to do my own hair so i wouldnt get the hair brush to the back of the head everymorning - i use to be called a fat pig from the age of like 7 also, and i look back at photos, i thought i was fat from being told that, but i was certainly NOT fat. I start to think maybe that is why i am obease today at (24yrs old) because if you are told something enough, i supose you believe it & become it!
Anyway i came here not really knowing what to write, of course this is only a small insite to the "family" situation i have, but I feel i need some advice and definatly feel i need councilling - i have a small brother 10yrs younger at home with that witch of a mum, she treats the other kids fine, but i remember EVERYTHING from him growing up and she use to bash the crap outa him and lock him in the cold back room and let him scream, if i tried to help him i would cop it - I love my brohter so so so much, he is like my own, i looked after him sooooo many nights when she would just let him cry through the night no food no nappy change etc etc
All i really want is some advice, I hate my mum so much and they are so nice to my sister that I hate her now. I suppose i hate her cause i am always the black sheep type thing and she is perfect, was never treated like me and has always lived the good life. my parents make everything outto be like a competition with my sister and i - it sux! I am so jelous of her and why do they love her more, no-one is perfect! and as a parent i will NEVER favour 1 child more than the other - i dont know why they are doing this
I cant even say what i really feel, all i know is i would never talk to them again if it wasnt for my brother.
Anyone sugest anything - u think i should see a councillor??? I cant really afford it but this family thing gets me so down everytime i see them or start thinking about it!
PLS GUYS HELP HELP HELP!!!!