I've had a really had three months. My boyfriend left me for another girl who is unattractive (I know I'm being shallow, but I'm hurt) and she seems insecure about me being friends with him. She left her long term bf for him and just seemed to pounce on him. Now, he tried to cheat with me a few times during the first month they were together, and he never treated me very well, but I was crazy about him.
It's been a month since I've last seen, and I'm starting to lose faith that he will one day get what he desreves, or that the way he treats people (and me) will come back to him. And I'm starting to lose faith that good things will come to me and that I will be just as crazy about someone else, and they will be crazy about me.
Everyone told me and still tells me I deserve better and that I'm pretty and a really good person, but I don't know if I believe it anymore.
I need help. I need to hear stories of people who have been really hurt in realtionships, and they found happiness, and either their ex tried to get them back and they didn't care, or that their ex got what they deserved (and I don't mean that in a mean way, but just to say the way they treated you or other came back to them). Does Karma really exist?