Who Here has tried to commite suicide?

Cid · 08-11-2006, 09:29 AM

I have, I was going to stab a knife into my hart. My romemate came in and fought for the knife. I am so glad he did that. I am not happy with my self for trying. I know it is the wimps way out but at the time I could not see the light. That was 4 years ago. The thing that helped me the most was Enotalone. I know it sounds corny. I just wanted to tell you all thanks for being there for me.

PRSOV · 08-11-2006, 09:36 AM

Cid,

Man, all I could say that if your friend didn't save you that you would have had a painful and awful death.

Rockstar Tom DeLonge once quoted "Life never gets so bad you have to end it" and he is so right.

Hang in there, we are always here for you if you need to vent.

The future is always something to look forward to, we are glad to have helped you in your journey to your recovery.

Take care of yourself,

PRSOV

Cid · 08-11-2006, 09:43 AM

I am doing alot better I just wanted to tell all of you guys thanks.

cmd · 08-11-2006, 09:43 AM

Yes, I've attempted suicide. I was 16 years old and very desperate for the pain to go away. I swallowed about 23 Tylenol. All it did to me was make my stomach gurgle and actually gave me a headache. I never told anybody about it for years. I have had occasional suidical ideation over the years. I've never attempted again though. I cannot emphasize enough the importance of getting into therapy and medication. It can work if you want it to. I have chronic problems with depression, so I have to get into therapy with some regularity. I am back on medication after a few years hiatus, and it's helping. A therapist can help normalize things for you and provide some much needed objectivity as suicidal people tend to lose that. Good luck to you.

celticghirl · 08-11-2006, 10:54 AM

i was going to as well. my ex treated me very badly during our relationship and he made me feel very worthless. after he hit me i considered ending it, i honestly thought i was everything he made me out to be - worthless and nothing. i am glad i didnt.

me and him are over - i am going on to university to live my life my way now. i am free of him.

Luke Skywalker · 08-11-2006, 11:13 AM

I've never actually tried it, but have contemplated so in the past, due to business going bad, other things. For example, I lost lots of money in the stock market, lost funding for school as the money was credit money, and clients cheated on me on Real-Estate in such a way I could not pay back the debts and I felt I had no future and nothing to lose with all the bad-luck. I didn't even have enough money to sue.

What kept me from seriously considering suicide in these trying moments and other trying moments is literally 'fear of going to hell, surrounded by fire, monsters and demons tormenting me for eternity' because I believe all suicide victims go there, or have a good chance of going there. So I say to myself, you know what, I'm not surrounded by hell fire and wicked monsters having fiendish delight as they torture my soul - therefore, no matter how bad life is, it cant be THAT bad. After all, you cant die, you just change from one dimention to another parallel dimention - and that dimension is hell, and you cant kill yourself there. Believe me, everyone in hell wants to kill themselves from there, but they cant die, so you cant really kill yourself, you can just put yourself into hell.

dpressedone89 · 08-11-2006, 12:54 PM

*raises hand* i have and currently glad i didnt. actually i tried like 13 times in my life i think, give or take a few.
-stitcheS

BrokenWingedFaery · 08-11-2006, 06:28 PM

I've tried several times, with different methods. Let's see...*counts* erm...maybe...ten or so?

Butterfly~Wrists · 08-12-2006, 12:47 PM

I've attempted 14 times. And some I regretted at the time, and I now regret them all.

sumguy · 08-12-2006, 04:46 PM

Sleeping Pills in year 9, I took two before a friend interrupted me by rudely calling at that moment, by the time she'd hung up I suddenly felt too tired to kill myself...

...woke up the next morning thinking: "OMG WHAT DID I ALMOST DO?!?"

Wierdest experience in my life, never been that close since...

08-11-2006, 09:29 AM	#1
Cid Offline Bronze Member Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Cedar City, Utah, USA Gender: Male Age: 26 Posts: 903	Who Here has tried to commite suicide? I have, I was going to stab a knife into my hart. My romemate came in and fought for the knife. I am so glad he did that. I am not happy with my self for trying. I know it is the wimps way out but at the time I could not see the light. That was 4 years ago. The thing that helped me the most was Enotalone. I know it sounds corny. I just wanted to tell you all thanks for being there for me. __________________ The Shy Guy, Shyness will be the death of me. Field experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

08-11-2006, 09:36 AM	#2
PRSOV Offline Silver Member Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: Australia Gender: Male Posts: 1,299	Cid, Man, all I could say that if your friend didn't save you that you would have had a painful and awful death. Rockstar Tom DeLonge once quoted "Life never gets so bad you have to end it" and he is so right. Hang in there, we are always here for you if you need to vent. The future is always something to look forward to, we are glad to have helped you in your journey to your recovery. Take care of yourself, PRSOV __________________ Learn from other people's make, you don't have time to make them all yourself - Usher

08-11-2006, 09:43 AM	#3
Cid Offline Bronze Member Join Date: Sep 2003 Location: Cedar City, Utah, USA Gender: Male Age: 26 Posts: 903	I am doing alot better I just wanted to tell all of you guys thanks. __________________ The Shy Guy, Shyness will be the death of me. Field experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

08-11-2006, 11:13 AM	#6
Luke Skywalker Offline Gold Member Join Date: Apr 2006 Posts: 3,471	I've never actually tried it, but have contemplated so in the past, due to business going bad, other things. For example, I lost lots of money in the stock market, lost funding for school as the money was credit money, and clients cheated on me on Real-Estate in such a way I could not pay back the debts and I felt I had no future and nothing to lose with all the bad-luck. I didn't even have enough money to sue. What kept me from seriously considering suicide in these trying moments and other trying moments is literally 'fear of going to hell, surrounded by fire, monsters and demons tormenting me for eternity' because I believe all suicide victims go there, or have a good chance of going there. So I say to myself, you know what, I'm not surrounded by hell fire and wicked monsters having fiendish delight as they torture my soul - therefore, no matter how bad life is, it cant be THAT bad. After all, you cant die, you just change from one dimention to another parallel dimention - and that dimension is hell, and you cant kill yourself there. Believe me, everyone in hell wants to kill themselves from there, but they cant die, so you cant really kill yourself, you can just put yourself into hell. Last edited by Luke Skywalker; 08-11-2006 at 11:16 AM.

08-11-2006, 12:54 PM	#7
dpressedone89 Offline Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: redwood city california Gender: Male Age: 20 Posts: 1,012	raises hand i have and currently glad i didnt. actually i tried like 13 times in my life i think, give or take a few. -stitcheS __________________ ~as you read this your life is ending, second after second you are wasting your life.stop living in fear, your time is limited, do something, write a book, paint a picture, start a fight, do something. because this is all coming to an end~

08-11-2006, 09:43 AM	#4
cmd Offline Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Midwest Gender: Male Age: 38 Posts: 50	Yes, I've attempted suicide. I was 16 years old and very desperate for the pain to go away. I swallowed about 23 Tylenol. All it did to me was make my stomach gurgle and actually gave me a headache. I never told anybody about it for years. I have had occasional suidical ideation over the years. I've never attempted again though. I cannot emphasize enough the importance of getting into therapy and medication. It can work if you want it to. I have chronic problems with depression, so I have to get into therapy with some regularity. I am back on medication after a few years hiatus, and it's helping. A therapist can help normalize things for you and provide some much needed objectivity as suicidal people tend to lose that. Good luck to you.

08-11-2006, 10:54 AM	#5
celticghirl Offline Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Bonnie Dundee Gender: Female Age: 21 Posts: 102	i was going to as well. my ex treated me very badly during our relationship and he made me feel very worthless. after he hit me i considered ending it, i honestly thought i was everything he made me out to be - worthless and nothing. i am glad i didnt. me and him are over - i am going on to university to live my life my way now. i am free of him.

08-11-2006, 06:28 PM	#8
BrokenWingedFaery Offline Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Location: Florida Gender: Female Age: 20 Posts: 514	I've tried several times, with different methods. Let's see...counts erm...maybe...ten or so? __________________ they will cry, they will bleed, and they will crawl children will survive and grow angel wings these angels will spread their wings…rise and fall Blixy, "Rise and Fall". Cryptika: Beneath the Remains

08-12-2006, 12:47 PM	#9
Butterfly~Wrists Offline Platinum Member Join Date: Jul 2006 Gender: Female Posts: 1,649	I've attempted 14 times. And some I regretted at the time, and I now regret them all.

08-12-2006, 04:46 PM	#10
sumguy Offline Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: Australia Gender: None Specified Age: 22 Posts: 445	Sleeping Pills in year 9, I took two before a friend interrupted me by rudely calling at that moment, by the time she'd hung up I suddenly felt too tired to kill myself... ...woke up the next morning thinking: "OMG WHAT DID I ALMOST DO?!?" Wierdest experience in my life, never been that close since... __________________ So Hell is a place of everlasting damnation and fire? You are aware that your belief system is thermodynamically unsound, right?