Hi...i would like to ask you guyz some questions...well...I'll try to make it short, I have fallin in luv with someone, and that i waz too young to fall in love. I waz 10 0r 11 wen i had feelings. I liked him 4 his personality, and that he never heard of me, or neither do he knows me. 4 short, lets just say his like a dj. I wanted to thank him 4 something but i never got the chance to do it. It's quite complicated, but anyways, i got over it cuz i tried to call him one day, but i didn't get thru, i didn't call again cuz that was it. I realise that it wasn't meant 4 me to talk 2 him. Years gone by and i've got the strength to carry on. One day i heard on the radio that he was going to leave, he told the listeners to call or write him something like a request a song for his last day..cuz he might play them on the radio. Well..i wrote him how i felt and all that, just to let my 11 year old wish to come true. I have no more feelings for him and that i really did carry on..but sumhow..i'm just this person who lets some1 know how i feel atlease before i can really let go. One day he wrote back to me..i wanted to let go and say goodbye..but it was too late cuz..the part of me was back.
and now..the question is.. ..is it meant to b? to feel that way again? or..is it just that his just back to my heart to let me know something...b4 i really let him go.? to face who he really is...and understand it all..and that i can really move on. Or..is jus tat..it's just meant to be to feel that way again? i don't know..but..please explain it all to me..if i was crazy to fall in love in such an young age...or that his just the person who i know i can feel great with? hmm..please tell me..i can accept the bad sides that are on your minds...thanks 4 reading.