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  1. I can't believe you have not even made one single attempt to contact me.....you the one that swore you would never disappear from my life....and what have you done...disappeared.....should have known you were a liar from the begginning......you played me, you used me....you got what you wanted and left me with a deep hole in my heart.....wanting you....sadly needing you..... I will get over it and I will be better for it....you lost a great person.....you will never ever ever again have me......karma will get you in the end...and not by my hands...you will one day do this to the wrong person..... I truly and honestly loved you!!
  2. I am so mad that you made me kick you out....you did all that on purpose so I could be the bad person and you could feel better about it because I was the one that made it final....you are no man...you don't give a crap about anyone but yourself....two out your three kids don't like you, the last one will be there in time....karma is going to get u in the end............. I will be happy one day and even though I will still wonder about you I will push on and be the best I can be..... Even with all this said..I will always love you and want you back.... "sigh"
  3. Well this is Day 4 of NC, and it is only so because you changed your number and forced this on me....I really miss you and having you in my life....I am having the hardest time getting over you and wonder how long it is going to take to feel better and become the woman I know I can be....God I love you so much and thought you were the one that I was going to grow old with and be with....
  4. I only asked one thing of you....to be home every night.....I guess that was too much for you...you and your cheating and lying ways......I gave you everything....now I am left here with wondering why I was treated this way.....why you did this to me...why you lied and told me you loved me and that we would have a life together.... I don't want to be anymore....
  5. Well you have totally devastated me now.....you changed your number....guess you feel good about using me like you did and made me out to be the bad person by kicking you out of my house, after I was the one that did any and everything for you......only for you to say that I didn't understand or accept that you needed to spend the night at your ex's so you could be with your son...... You let a good thing go and I am going to one day get back to the happy person I used to be before I met you......We had dreams and plans for the future....well I am going to do my best to continue with those plans without you and become who I know I can become..... I really and truly loved you for you....and honestly I still do.....
  6. I honestly loved you....did anything for you.....wanted a life with you.......and you used me......WHY!!!!! What did I do to deserve this....I need to know.....
  7. It's getting towards the afternoon and you are all I can seem to think about....I want to hear your voice so bad or just to see a text from you, but I know it isn't going to happen so I am going to be strong today and make it through this day without contacting you at all.....we were so good together, but it all was a lie....you used me and played with my emotions....I will get back to me one day and it will be because of me, not YOU!!
  8. What hold do you have over me...I can't even go one day of NC with you.....I hate myself for it......I know that I don't want you back, but you really did a number on me over the years.....I need help....but have nobody....
  9. Well today is officially day one of NC for me.....and I am having the worst time with it.....I can't seem to get you off my mind, but I have decided that you are no good for me and I really need to come to terms with the fact that we can never be together again.....
  10. I want you to get out of my head and leave me alone.....I need to get over you, just haven't figured out how to do it quite yet.....I really and truly loved you with all that I am.....please let me get on with my life and move on if that is what this is.....
  11. I hate that I still love you after everything you have put me through.....you promised me that you would come back to me after you got everything in order in your life....that you wouldn't go more than a week without contacting me and now it is going on three weeks that I have heard nothing from you. I believed in you and everything you told me and I completely trusted you....I gave you all of me and what did it get me...nothing, got me here without you and no way to contact you or even know where you are....I think about you every day and wonder if you have even one thought about me at all...... You promised that you would never disappear from my life and now I am here without you not knowing how to even find you.....that is what hurts the most....no goodbye, no I dont ever want to see or hear from you, no I am going to go on with my life without you....just the fake promise of "I will never leave you that way, you should know better than that, that you will always hear from me one way or the other"......all freaking lies......but here I am still completely and totally in love with you and watching my phone hoping that one day you will call....I have got to be the biggest idiot on the planet......
  12. I am really upset that you haven't even taken the time to call and see if i am OK after we went out the other day and i had been drinking. I am tired of not knowing where we stand after everything we have been through... I am tired of you disappearing and saying things are out of your control and that you cant contact me because of that. Stay where you are right now because obviously that is where you really want to be... I am to the point that even after the time is done you will go back to where you are now and I will have let almost 4 yrs be wasted of my time waiting for you to get things back together, (if you really know what that even means). It is time for me to realize that we are probably never going to be back together and that I have been here hoping for something that I would never have. I do hope things work out for you and that you have a happy life. Know that I have never loved another like I loved you.
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