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  1. The last one taken at night is absolutely beautiful. Where is this?
  2. Day 3 You know, ppl go thru worse things than this. Some ppl are married for 20 yrs, get divorced, and have to see their ex's SO bc of kids etc. I am sad bc my ex of only 6 months, has a new gf 7 mos later? Actually, I honestly think he waited this long bc he wanted to make sure I got over it. However, he cant hold his life up for me. There is NO way we are getting back together, I made such a fool out of myself I wouldnt even want to show my face to his friends and family. IT IS OVER. Oh it takes a while but I do get back into reality. I am hot (not in a conceited way), smart, funny, no kids, great cook, and I can play the heck out of some video games. I am a catch and I may have some trust issues but Im so much better than this. I just found out last Sat he had someone else and I think I really needed a few days to freak out, cry, and get over it. Im going dancing tonight and who knows, maybe I will meet someone else. Like my friend said, his penis is not made of gold (the sex was amazing tho), he is not the greatest man on earth, I will live!!
  3. The Way Of The Wiseguy. Its a book based on the Donnie Brasco movie.
  4. I called him today. It wouldve been day 14. I cant do anything right. I was doing so good. I didnt check his myspace/facebook until today. Why am I doing this to myself? I hate myself so much....Im soooo angry. Anything sets me off these days. I dont know why God wont let me be happy.
  5. Good for you! Keep it up. Its amazing how one person can make you feel all of these things. Oh well, one day at a time. I went 2 months NC before so my goal this time is 3 months. Wish me luck!
  6. Day 7 Is it normal to go thru periods of happiness, saddness, and bitterness? Is this the acceptance process?
  7. Day 6 I keep thinking about him hanging/dating other ppl. But Ive learned to tell myself that its been 6 mos and its bound to happen. Then, I force myself to think of something else. Ive been doing everything suggested to get over him, including the gym. So far, its has been helping. Sometimes I get the urge to check his facebook/myspace but it only makes me feel worse. Ive been learning to let go little by little. Im getting happier little by little.
  8. Day 2 Its amazing that after only 2 days I feel better. I read my journal and thought back to when we were dating. It wasnt good from the start. I remembered yesterday how the first time I went to his house some girls flip flops were over there. There were so many red flags I missed. I just need to keep reminding myself of the bad times and all the red flags. I have this curse of only remembering the good times, even if there werent many.
  9. Day 1....Im gonna be strong this time.
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