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LemonCheesecak

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  • Birthday 05/03/1989

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  1. It's not necessarily the text itself I struggle with, its just that it requires a fair bit of input and dedication and I usually have trouble finding the time to put that effort in. But I'm anticipating this crazy speech now.
  2. I've tried twice but I keep getting distracted about half way through and give up. Starting again this week though, only book I brought home with me for a reason. 1984 is great though
  3. Your façade is dripping I see you now. Love it! And good to see a fellow Glaswegian on eNA, I was starting to feel lonely!
  4. Oh dear....I've heard his new music...its not bad, but its not Korn. That was the most unexpected "reinvention" of a person I've ever seen....seemed to come from nowhere. I'm reading The Catcher in the Rye, for the first time ever (I don't know why I haven't to date, I'm almost ashamed of myself).
  5. That was fantastic! Captivating from start to finish
  6. Haha if I'm honest I'm waiting for the moment where I realise I've ripped off some song I like. It's happened before! I'm glad you like it though
  7. I made it to day 30, and broke it, but I'm fine with that. It's my birthday, and we overtook her in the car on the way for a meal out so she just texted to say she saw me and wished me a happy birthday. I just sent my thanks and told her I had a busy night ahead. Nothing wrong with that I feel good
  8. Day 30 Hooray! I've made it at last. Now to get up, get out there, and have a great time. Life is nothing but limitless possibilities and I can follow any path I choose, with or without her.
  9. Day 29 Tomorrow is the big day. Although I don't even know why I'm counting anymore, its not like I plan to break NC once I reach 30. If anything its just proving to me that she never did want to be with me, and she's doing fine without hearing from me.
  10. To save creating a new thread, thought I'd just share a fragment of something I found in my notebook. Must have written it on awaking one night, cos I don't remember doing it. Folding, unfolding, you fold and unfold Follow the motions, do what you're told Strings to the puppets, the threads that they hold An injected life in a solid stone mold
  11. Day 28 Not good today. Think I saw her at the bus stop right outside my place (I can only begin to imagine why) with what looked like her flatmate too. I only caught a glance though, didn't want to make eye contact but I'm 90% sure it was them. It hurts because this is the first time I've seen her since the middle of February, and part of me feels guilty for just walking by like that. And I'm a bit shaken by it. Alas, Sunday is day 30, and also my closure day. If she forgets the date of my birthday (like I think she will, she was never one to remember anything related to me) or just doesn't bother to wish me well (we're supposed to be on good terms currently) then she is nothing to me.
  12. Do you read much before bed? I tried doing that back when I was still thinking about her at those times and it helped a bit.
  13. Day 27 Oooh I can almost smell it. And it smells of sweetest honeysuckle. Can't stop me now
  14. Day 26 Getting close, but today is generally rubbish. Oh well.
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