Name,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I had to leave but studying abroad was something that I had always planned on doing. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever had to do, and while being here definitely has its perks, I still miss you and think about you nearly every second of every day. You're the only girl I've ever been in love with. My friends, even your best friend, believe that I am too good for you but that never made me love you any less. All it did was make realize how much I love you because normally I am influenced by my friends but in this case it had no effect on me whatsoever.
I'm sorry that you can't express how you're really feeling right now to me. I hate that every time we talk on Facebook you can't tell me that you miss me. Instead you tell me that you miss your other friend, who is a huge loser that no one likes. I miss waking up to you so much that it kills me every time I roll over and you're not there. I'm sorry that you refused to try long distance, but I know that it probably would not have worked.
I really hope that you will consider getting back together with me in the fall. I know that our relationship wasn't perfect, but it made us happy nonetheless. I envision spending my last year of college with you at my side, not sleeping around anymore. You have no idea how bad it's been this past month. I keep thinking about what it will be like when I see you again. I don't know if I'll be able to hold in my nervousness, or if it will feel natural, as if I never left. I have tried to stop dwelling on it, and remember that I will still be the person I was when I return, the one you fell for. I love you to death and I miss you every day.