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LovedHim321

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  • Birthday 02/28/1967

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  1. I'm happy to say that after a little over 5 weeks since I left you with no contact ever since, that I have chosen to live my life seeking God in the places where I had emptyness, loneliness, feelings of being unworthy, and regret, and hopelessness that you put on me. God doesn't put that on me. He puts his nonjudgmental love on me and fills my heart with goodness and hope. God will be in my life forever and in eternity, whereas you were just a passing phase. I don't want to call you a mistake though. You were a poor choice of person for me. Everytime I think of you, however, I pray to God to bless you and keep his hand on you, and watch over you. If I had never spent all these years being abused by you, I would never know the true joy of living in real love--God's love. It's perfect love that can't be challenged and no one regrets the blessing of God. So all the best to you.
  2. I want to tell you how unfair it is that you didn't love me the way I wanted you to. You didn't care about me the way I wanted you to. You suck and I hate you. I hope I never see you again or hear from you again. I hope you move to another city or state or even another country. I wish you would get out of my mind and let me live my life. I wish I could forget your lips kissing mine. Damn you.
  3. I'm a dumper. I had to be to save my life, get my son back hopefully, and not be entirely destroyed by the man who was sucking the life out of me. Thanks Kev0s1983 for the compliment on that! Maybe I'll adopt it as my signature then!
  4. This is a good idea--so here's mine It's been 2 weeks and one day since I left you. I decided after your outburst of negativity towards me, telling me that I would never make it through school or be successful at anything, and not to come back to you if I don't make it...and then your behavior towards me in general and saying it was an accident that you threw that picture of my dad and kids out into the woods because you thought it was my ex-husband...I could'nt take any more. I saved for 4 months to move out, and finally with that and what my friend gave me, I had enough to get out--and she said get out now! I did what she said and I don't regret any of it. I don't even miss you one bit. I miss good times when you were out of character. I don't miss your constant tantrums and tyrades, your inability to disconnect from your ex-wife and stop talking about her and comparing to me, or your complete lack fo caring for me. I don't miss when you would not ever want to be with me. I don't miss finding you on the internet in compromised pictures and pornography. I don't miss your nasty cats and how you refused to clean up after them. I don't miss 4 1/2 years of devoting my time to you instead of being a better mother. I should have never gone out with you. You just wanted to have me 'please' you but you never wanted to make love. You didn't care about me. I could go on and on. You're a total loser. I just wish I didn't block you on facebook so I could see what you're doing like a fly on the wall. Not sure why that is. I hope your penis wrinkles up and falls off, your balls deflate, and you lose all your hair, get fatter, and lose all your money in the stock market. That and move to another continent.
  5. I am on day 6. No contact by phone. We have been emailing once in the morning and once at night, kind of on and off. I miss his voice. I miss his touch. Tomorrow night is counseling, and day 7. I have a lot to do at work, and I am tired and hungry. Got a term paper to write too and several chapters to read for school. Keeping busy really helps. It also helps to have a support system or make new friends--or meet up with old ones like I did on one of those sites. I hope you can all keep doing what you set out to do, like me, which is better your life and step away from something that isnt working. Brain+Heart = True Love
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