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Ariel85

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  1. I really like the first one because the back lighting is so subtle, yet really dramatic. I paint, and I wish I knew more about photography, but shadowing and lighting is something all good painters have to consider, so I notice this kind of thing. lol Is this a hobby right now, or are you looking to do something professional with it?
  2. Your work is gorgeous! Excellent eye! I just caution you from posting your images like this. Without benefit of copyrighting, anyone can steal your images as their own, sell them, and you'd be hard pressed to prove the case.
  3. Day 23. I feel lonely. And not so much entirely for you anymore. But, I've been good and not done anything to torture myself. I haven't checked your horoscope in weeks, and I haven't checked your activity on the dating site we met on since we split. I find myself going long stretches without thinking about you. Then I realize, OMG! It's been 45 minutes since I thought of you! But, my thoughts are no longer memories, and no longer reconciliation fantasies. It's just random thoughts of what you might be doing and how you are. I want to move on, and I am. And I know I will one day be over you entirely. BUT, you were top 5 of guys, so it's taking a bit longer. So many good things have happened in my life since we split, and I wish I could share that with you. Mainly, that I've gotten my emotional state under control. I'm so much calmer and so much more the one to let things go. I'm sure if we were still together, I probably wouldn't be tweaking as much. Oh, well. I guess that's my takeaway - to get myself well and whole. So, thanks for that.
  4. Um...here in America, it's called incest, and is illegal. Americans consider being romantically involved with a relative to be pretty taboo.
  5. Lance - write a really long letter with everything you want to tell her. Then, either email it to your best friend, or read it to someone. Or, post it here. Point is, you need to release it. Whatever you do, DON'T send it to her.
  6. Day 22. I have given up hope we will ever reconcile. I don't think you will ever contact me again, frankly. This makes me sad. But, at the same time, I stay focused on all the things that sucked about you, and how you behaved. I need to stop glorifying you, because there was MUCH that was wrong with you. So, I'm still trying to move on, and have yet to meet someone who does it for me. It will happen though, I'm certain. In the meantime, I picture you happily snuggled up with some chick that's just as content as you are to have a relationship behind a wall of emotion. Bon chance with that.
  7. Day 21. And it occurred to me this morning, that you're never coming back. That you don't think of me (fondly) and that you are probably happily dating someone new. I think you've convinced yourself that you're better off without me, and the drama (much of which you caused, but I'm sure you don't see it that way). Even though I'm sure you still think of me from time to time, that you push it out of your head and then bury yourself in some other (rebound) chick. Ech - maybe it's best I stop hoping and planning for your return. The idea is really becoming a fantasy, and not even remotely tangible anymore.
  8. Day 20. I still wake up every day thinking TODAY could be the day you break through and contact me. I play in my head various reconciliation scenarios. Me waiting days to respond to your text, me asking you why you're contacting me, me acting nonchalant and unaffected, us meeting and me being aloof, me being honest about my feelings, me calling you out on what you did wrong... And then I think, maybe none of this will ever come to pass. 6 weeks since we saw each other, and 3 weeks of NC. I suppose it's possible you've really moved on already. I'm entertaining more guys online as potential dates, but I just can't get into any of them. They're not you. They don't get me like you do, they don't turn me on like you do, they don't make me laugh like you do... Is is possible you feel the same way?
  9. Day 19. After a few days of feeling I was over you, I woke up this morning and miss you all over again. I just wish you would get your head out of your butt already. Every day is day you could contact me. And every day I wonder if today is the one.
  10. Day 18. And Im feeling pretty darn good. Even though my weekend plans were spoiled, which was something I was hoping would give me more distance from you, I'm really still OK with things. I still think about you, but you're not haunting my dreams and aren't first thing on my mind in the morning. I've stopped have conversations with you in my head. I can go longer stretches of time without thinking about you.
  11. Day 16. Not a good day. I still keep dreaming about you, and it sucks. I wake up thinking about you, and it sticks with me all day. This morning, I actually paid a psychic to tell me what was going with us. And you didn't even show up in the reading. It wasn't until I pressed him on it, and then he asked your sign, and then told me we aren't meant for each other, and went into generic traits of your sign. He was wrong about pretty much everything else, so I'm not sure how accurate he was about you. I mean, how could you not show up AT ALL? He should have seen how I've been obsessed with you since the last time we saw each other, almost 6 weeks ago now. Who misses something that blankets and encompasses a persons day?? Anyhow, part of it did get to me, and I wonder if you are void of thought and emotion for me. How dare you, really? So, I'm still emailing the new guy, but with a lot less enthusiasm. Damn you for having this hold on me still. Oh, one thing the psychic DID say was that I shouldn't give you my power, and I needed to continue moving on with my healing. I'll give him that much.
  12. Day 15. I am emailing with a new guy on match. And not in a forced way. He's attractive, and funny, and smart. I'm sure we'll have a date arranged in the next few days. So, I'm moving on from you, baby!!!! Yes, I still think of you, but it's not with longing or much desire. It's with more disgust and disappointment. I'm now focusing on everything that is super effed up about you, and why you will make any women miserable, unless she has ZERO desire to emotionally connect with a man and have a shred of real intimacy.
  13. I did it. Yep, did it today. I hit the wall of no longer sitting around hoping and praying you'll come to your senses. I am sick and tired of dreaming about you, imagining a future, planning how I will react when you contact me. Most of all, I'm tired of WAITING. 5 weeks since you "unintentionally" dumped me, and 2 weeks of NC. So, I'm done. I'm letting go, much as you probably have. I'm no longer holding out hope we will be back together, and now I am working on telling myself all the reasons you are BAD for me, rather than remembering all the reasons you were GOOD. You blew it, and you missed your window of opportunity, pal. Enjoy average. Pfft.
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