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If it doesn't matter then why push the issue?

Try to e-mail her again. Don't look desperate when you do it. Give it time. If it is truly meant to be it will happen.

Why don't you start with HI. You can't go wrong with that. Then ask him what he has been up to and take it from there. But what ever you do, don't seem desperate to get him back. Try to find out how he feels without giving away to much about how you feel. At work try to do as much work as possible. It will keep you busy and keep your mind off of him. There will be times that he will cross your mind though. Working more will also pass the time faster.

Has she tried to communicate with you since you left?

go see him

Me and my ex dated for about 6 months. We loved each other a lot. There were problems in our relationship though. I cheated on her when we first started going out and we argued all the time. But we truly loved each other. She loved me so much she gave me her virginity on Valentines day. Well every thing was good until we started arguing more. One night we were arguing and she hubg up the phone. i was drunk and called her back and left a message. I said some stupid stuff that I never should of never said. I didn't mean it but that doesn't matter right. So she said she couldn't do this anymore. It was more like "Don't ever f@#$ing call me again". Well I wasn't going to give up that easy. I tried for a month. i kept calling her and trying to communicate with her. I did that because she has said stuff like that before so I don't take it as it meaning anything. Well finally i gave up. I ended p just partying with my friends and I had sex with 2 girls. Well one day I decided to send her a text message on her phone. And you guessed it, she answered. She told me how hard this month was and how much she loved me. She poured her heart out. I loved her to and I told her that. I had to tell her what happen though. So at out friends house the next night i told her. She started crying and told me to go away. Once again i wouldn't. She told me there was no point in living, and how much she hated me, etc. Well I tried to call her and finally she answered and told me she hated me and to never call her again. We got in a big argument and i thru the fact that she gave me her virginity back in her face. We haven't talked since then. i told her before though that she makes me want to be a better person. To describe me i mostly bum when it comes to wearing clothes. i do things that should not be done (illegal things). I'm 270 lbs. but i'm 6' 3" so thats not that bad. I figured if i could prove to her that she makes me want to be a better person by improving those things then maybe she will see how much i care. I also have all her letters and things she gave me. If the next time i see her i give her those would that mean anything? I know she still cares because her friends are also my friends and they tell me what all she says. Do you think there is a chance. even if there isn't much of a chance i have to try. i really do care about her and i do beileve that one day this will work out. Tell me what you think.

Thats women for you.