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Strung_Out00

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  1. It's been a rough few days. Back to really missing you again. Still shocked at how you cut me out of your life. Not even a text out of guilt to see how I have been doing. Still amazed that we're in this small little town together and I haven't bumped into you yet. I really feel like the three years we spent together didn't mean much to you. You're still in the apartment we picked out. Do you imagine me there sometimes? Do you still leave my side of the bed empty? I miss the dog. I miss our balcony we loved so much. I miss your laugh, your voice, your face. I miss cooking for us. It's been over 3 months now and I realize that you are long gone, but I can't accept it. I've given you all the space and respect I can muster. I've pretty much done everything right with this breakup and yet I'm still stuck in this place picturing you in my head....picturing you beside me in the car. Picturing you laying on the couch. I can't believe you are gone and it has been this long. Now you're just "someone that I used to know". Another stranger. I never imagined it would be like this. I don't want it to be like this.
  2. I should hate you for making out with your ex the night before the breakup but I can't. I should hate you for breaking up on our three year anniversary date, but I don't. You threw away three years and for what? "You loved me, but weren't in love with me". How's things with the ex? Oh, that's right he lives 4 hours away and is rarely home. I'm sure that will work out well. thanks for not trying and running away. You really half-assed it for a good 5 months or so. I hope the home we shared is full of memories. I hope when you go home tonight and spend Christmas night alone, I am on your mind and you're wondering if I am home yet...or who I am with, or who I have been talking to. Really, thanks for showing me your true colors. You'll be back someday...I'm sure of it. When everything doesn't pan out and the grass really isn't greener. I'm sure you sit and wonder about me sometimes, you are human, after all. You threw a great thing away. Good luck. You are no longer part of my life. You don't hold the key to my happiness. In fact, you NEVER held it. I can be happy without you. I can live without you. I don't apologize for taking back the life I deserve. Merry Christmas, ya filthy animal.
  3. I'm winnin' anyways. I'm winning any mother***in' way. (Training Day) Blinded me completely Pulled the wool over my eyes Every sweet sentenced you uttered Were just blatant lies Building hearts out of cards That you can come destroy So huff and puff and blow my heart away I'm not your puppet and I'm not your toy (Chorus) Like a misspelled word I was erased Like a broken record I was replaced Your actions don't coinicide with the words you said You're playing it cool tonite in his bed. Still finding your brown hair in my bed I can't bring myself to sleep on your side Still have memories running through my head Karma will get you all in due time. All in due time. (Bridge) I let you pick me up and put me down I let you hide me from this whole goddamn town You're the patron saint of liars and fakes I bowed to your presense and played all your games Now I'm the broken man, and life for you is the same...... New guy...different name (back to chorus)
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