Our problems started about 3 years in. I got pregnant. I had two children already and so did he. I thought that this would be something that wwe could have together. To in a way bind our family into one. Well, he got all insecure and immediately I had had an affair with someone I had worked with because there was no way he could have got me pregnant.... it just didnt make sense... ( I had a paternity done to prove to him I had never strayed hoping to show him that he was the only one I wanted)... well before I knew it I was worse than the painted lady. We separated for 6 months during my pregnancy.
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You are assuming too much here and scape goating the age.
This guy got insecure because he has low self-esteem on some level and isn't mature or self aware enough to deal with them. It is a lack of maturity not because of his age. Anybody who chooses not to demonstrate more trust than that and isn't educated enough to know forty year old sperm is more than capable of causing pregnancy has got problems.
And the longer that we are together, and the older our son gets(he is 5 now), the more restless he becomes.--- anybody can get restless. More common among younger than older.
Anybody can have children who resent their husband's new wife.
People change
Your personality changes as you experience life
What happens if there is a child in the relationship
Do you think that this person would be willing to start with another young child after having almost raised thier own?
What happens if he/she becomes insecure because of low self esteem or mid life crisis---
response: yes, many are willing to raise another child and they do all the time. Older people have children wth substantial age difference between their earlier ones. It depends on what the person wants. If they want more kids or kids at all or not.
And everybody goes through changes at different periods. Yes, people in their twenties go through more 'on average.'
Does that mean people in their twenties shouldn't seriously date or marry at all? You can change and become incompatible about anything if you are inflexible or not good long term emotional chemistry. Hell, I am in my thirties and am changing more than I ever have. So I shouldn't be in a relationship?
The age gap causes uncertainty in men and thereforee, regardless of what a woman does, she cannot "FIX" it or try to make them see anything---
This is a blanket generalization and absolutely not true. It might have happened in your experience but you are allowing that experience to prejudice against other age gaps.
know. I am still opening my eyes to what life is really about and what things really mean.
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You would still be opening your eyes about what life means even if you were dating somebody your own age. Does that mean you shouldn't date at all?
And I am dedicated to evolving my identity and view points until the day I die. Doesn't mean I am doomed with other relationships that are younger or older or even the same age because I am constantly evolving. It is called accepting another person for who they are, trust, gratitude and appreciation, something people need to learn at all ages.
Your husband might be in his forties but he acts like he is fifteen.