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Divine_Malice

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  1. Thank you, You never know. Give it a try, writing my emotions down really helps me cope with my problems.
  2. its been posted already, seperatly. yesterday
  3. I wrote another the other day called the promises that you break.
  4. Fill this emptiness with a pill. Wash these sorrows with one swig. its hard to stay level, its hard to stay sober, when every other god dam word out of your mouth is sorry. Blow away these images with a bullet. Slit the pain with a knife. Its hard to stay calm, its hard to stay stable, when all your lies come undone. Drown these sobs with gasoline. Suffocate the sadness with a pillow. its hard to stay happy, its hard to stay a live, when all you do is hurt me. (its a work in progress, still not perfected. Tell me what you think. criticism welcomed!)
  5. The promises you break Gasping for air, I close my eyes and wish you weren’t there. With every tear that falls, It’s just another one of your mistakes. My heart breaks. There is this stabbing pain, But you still can’t explain. With every sob I make, You try to apologize. I am tired of all your lies. Another sleepless night, I don’t know if it’ll be all right. With every hour that passes by, A little piece of me melts away. I don’t know if it’ll be ok. Just an empty shell, I am not feeling so well. With every promise you break, The more I die inside. I guess I tried.
  6. Every time I close my eyes, your past comes alive. Every girl you've ever kissed, and the passion that you did. It all dances in my head. I lock it deep in side my mind, Hoping to never think of it again. The lines that you crossed, with no shame in your eyes. It all dances in my head. I have been hurt before, so excuse me if I cry. As my heart trembles in side, In fear that our love will die. When will this end, i am getting dizzy from all the dancing in my head. Rough draft, what do you think?
  7. The cold shiver of your touch, your stone lips against my neck. Exquistie pain that feels my nerves, as it tingles down my body in ecstasy. Pulling you close, yet pushing you away. My thoughts scatter, My dreams blurr, as salty thick blood drains from me. Dizzy, as my head twirls, yet sturdy as a rock. I cringe as the taste of blood feels my throat, like rusty pipes yet I crave for it all. Wanting, greed that feels my corpse, screams and pain it all excites me. The night creeps upon us and I still ask for more, as the darkness welcome me.
  8. I don't if this is what you want either. just a few short ones. slip away Wishing to forget all the bad times and the good, fall in to the darkness and loose this world. Put everything and everyone behind me, never looking back. Hate this thing I have become, wishing to be set free from this hex they put on me. I want to stop pretending, stop playing this part, the theater is closing and I want out. Stop time, stop these feelings and rewind. Forget the images, forget the past. Let this heart stop beating, this mind from thinking. Please, Oh, please let me slip away. crystalized emotions Ice cold lips, Stale conversations. Bitter and distant, No warmth in my heart. Piercing eyes, Hard steel looks. cold and broken, No warmth in my veins. Stone hands, Frozen to the touch. Cold and distant, No warmth in my pulse. Suicide note Dear Mother and Father, I tried to be strong and hold my head up high, but the preasure was to much and the wieight to heavy. Every day I walked the hallways hopeing someone would see, Pretending I was happy, a play for all to see. Soon I didn't even know who I was, Lost in the confusion of make believe and reality. I use to dream of life, but soon I only drept of death. Happiness turned into hate, and sorrow is all I felt. Anger for all of those around me, wishing they hurt as much as I do now. I couldn't bare to think such things, I couldn't bare the pain. So I cut deep long and hard, Blood seeping from the wound. I tried to hold back the tears, but I had done so for so long that I couldn't stop them any longer. The tears mixing with blood, dripping into a pool of disspare. A smile on my face, Hatred filled into the air. So with my last breathe and my last bit of strength, I just wanted to tell you its not your fault. and I love yo...................
  9. A sweet whisper, two words and I am gone. You lay your hand upon mine, with one knee to the ground. A question is asked, My answer is "yes." Tears being to fall, I am forever yours. A long lasting smile, I stand in the mirror in a long white gown. I walk down the aisle, a smile accross your face. A question is asked, My answer is "I do." Tears begin to fall, I am forever yours. A harsh long night, I sit by your side. The doctor walks in, No hope in sight. A question is asked, My answer is "pull it." Tears begin to fall, (As I whisper) I am forever yours.
  10. Yeah, it was pretty terrible, but hey least I didn't marry the jack ass right? See it could always be worse...
  11. I must say to cheat on a future girlfriend just because she has been with someone before you is very childish. Yeah, I am sure it was hurtful what that girl did to you, but hurting another girl just makes you pathetic and more of a pieces of * * * * then the girl who did it to you. I know saying someone always has it worst isn't the thing you want to hear, but My ex fiance cheated on me a week before our wedding so I know it hurts but it could be worse. Don't take it out on someone else you just need to move on. If your so interested about having sex just go have a one night stand so you don't have to worry about. You obviously aren't looking for something special so go do it. You can only take pity on yourself for so long, go live your life.
  12. Well it turns me on. Thats how I know my boyfriend is ready to go...
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