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  1. Nearwater
    "Go figure .. we live in a disposible life now ..." Boy did that knock me back, I have just been disposed of THAT I think I why I feel so effin' bad, Because I can and will fix anything and the ex just tossed us away...
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    My my how familiar this feels. My EXGf put me through bloody hell. Lying, cheating, lying about it, jumping into a rebound, accepting support from me for months, me taking it very poorly. She is off with her rebound traveling, has not worked in 3 months, just a long happy vacation. If I ever get a letter as you describe wanting to write your ex I don't know how I would feel at this point. It would have to come from a place of deep regret and burning desire to make things right. But in my life the bridges still have flames to the sky burning and the smoke is in my eyes...
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    been a week since some angry texts from her and a final voice mail. Still catch myself obsessing most of the day and into the night. only been since may 1.........
  4. Nearwater
    A man will cheat if his emotional and physical needs are not being met in his primary relationship. Do your part, keep communication open and take care of your relationship. If you pull back emotionally, don't feel sexual, hold hurts from the past over one another's heads, you risk the chance of cheating. Don't let this happen!
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    pulled in my driveway and the little tiny dog from down the street jumped in my lap when I opened the car door. Burst out crying like and idiot, but only for 2 minutes. NC is hard, the mind goes to dark places, too much time on my hands, need liquid numbing agent, going to wait till..sunset
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    Stave, they will, don't drink too much ( as I suck on my nightly gf juice & vodka to sleep) I'm committed now to Nc, after realizing all the bull about crap from being hurt a year ago, transfering crap from her previous ex cheating ect. It's all about a new guy. I will never speak to the b**ch again in life.
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    Nc is just a memory gonna try it again tomorrow. Had a long talk/cry with my baby this morning face to face. She copped to needing to do some work, asked interesting questions about stuff that happened 3 years ago, and said she would keep an open mind. Finally faced how serious this is for us, 2 40 somethings that were gonna spend the next 20+ years together. It hit her that this is no game. I quit a major sport I am in involved with, she asked why... She is thinking harder now. Me too.
  8. Nearwater
    See my thread.. {Evading swear filter} happens, finally but I think I am going to stay NC if she wants her leaf blower back that bad she can call again and it will appear in the carport like santa left it! Neil young quote from the album "ZUMA" Your'e such a beautiful fish Flopping on the summer sand looking for the wave you missed while another one is close at hand your such a stupid girl... you really got a lot to learn to start livin again forget about remembering your such a stupid girl...
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    Bepositive, I am in the same boat with you, she broke it off, I stated my position that I did not want to, was taken by surprise, and she may have gone on a few rebound dates while away. She gets home for the summer soon and I think will call, I have been NC on and off for a few weeks and now in total RS ( radio silence) for a week, which will continue when she calls, most likely to see if I am "alright"
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