I have taken an appointment with a therapist to try and recover, as I still feel like my "happy" life is finished. Hopefully it will help me. So why don't you do it also?
Every day is harder than the previous one. I feel like screaming.
benconfused: she still cares about you, right? That's what this behaviour shows. Let her calm down a bit, ignore her, and then send her something.
Mornings are the very worst for me. I wake up early, feel like * * * * , gotta try and get a few more hours of sleep (which doesn't work) before going to work... just tossing and turning in bed, shivering...
Thanks for the confirmation... I know that I must not contact her at the moment... I know it... But having people reminding me of it helps me get it through my head...
I want to talk to her so much that I am literally shaking...
Just weeks ago I was confident and level-headed, now I'm a mess in a way I didn't think was possible anymore at my age.
I just want to say I really support all of you who are going through this and suffering. Hopefully you will find a little comfort in the fact that you are NOT alone in this.
Day 1 for me (see my other thread for the story)
* * * * , it's hard. I so badly want to talk to her. And to think just a few days ago when I felt like this I'd just pick up the phone and call her. Now I'm not allowed to. I've been thinking of her all day long. I hope she misses me too, but I'm scared of the possibility that she might not care anymore.