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  1. Tinnes
    LilBear, you did it great! How do you feel?
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    Today is Day 6.
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    Last night when a friend arrived at some birthday party, she asked me if I was with my ex last night? She thought it was me. From that piont till this morning I was so sad. Again, after Saturday I met him in the night club, ignoring me, I felt sooo bad. But, I know one thing. It will pass. It has once, and it will again. Just I need to put together myself. Problem is that I always answered to his messages. I was acting cool, pretending I could hendle it. At that time I did not care of him. But now, when I told him not to text me, and he does not, and he is being seen with other girl, I am going sad. Nothing can help, but NC again. And the knowledge that I do not want him anymore, because I am/was always so hurt by his deeds. Just to get over being jealous. It is very hard, but I'll keep it cool in front of him. Dear yo, go NC. I played with fire and got burned again. So, you did, too. Let us heal. You have to know this. She cannot do to you anything if you do not let her. Dont betray yourself, and your heart again, telling her you love her, and letting her make it funn of that. Don't let anybody use you, no mather how much you love them. I never let my boyfriend do to me what he wants. Even if I had an urge to call him, I never did it. My huge mistake was doing LC that prevented me to heal completely.
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    Day 4 I have just remember that when we met on Saturday night, I asked him when we're going to meet etc. I was drunk. Hope he won't remember mostly of things I said(and showed that I still care), because he was drunk too. Oh, I feel so bad at the moment. But, I was with a guy who came there to meet me. My ex saw that, and started to talk wit a girl, ignoring me. I made a mistake. Huge. It is huge, because I feel bad because of that. Rejected. And I done that to myself again! So, it is time to proove to myself again how rational I can think, to act ok in front of him(we'll probably meet next monday at birthday party). By NC I want to show him that I live without him, and to show him that, what I told him day before we met on Saturday (not to texting me with sex as topic), I was really ment. What is done, is done. He was always texting me, and breaking my NC. I was glad when I saw he still thing of me. But now, I know that it just pass long time till the next time he does that. By that time I'll manage not to hear from him, and when he does that, I'll ignore him. Just want to fully get over it.
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    I saw him last night at the night club. We was very close whole night. Some girl put her hand on him, and they were talking for the rest of the night. It happened after a friend of mine came, that my ex is jealous of him. Actually I felt very bad, because I am not used to meet him. I realized that I am not over him. I am only when I do not meet him, but as soon as someone is near him, I take it very hard. But, I am continuing NC (that he broke up again) after I told him not to text me anymore. Day 2
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    He wrote last night, to tell me about his surgery. I was expecting his message. He wrote me even today. But I was not in mood for exchanging messages with him. He acts as his is something special, and something I cannot resist. That makes me see that every thought I spend on him is waste of time. It gives me energy to continue with my life without him, without regreting.
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    I am totally ok these days. For me today is day 5. I'm working a lot, and spend time with my friends. Making some plans. I started with food and spring cleaning of my body. From yesterday I am avoiding meat. Have to start to run, and drive bicycle. I presume this will affect on my appearance and health, and I'll be more satisfied with myself. I am learning how to focuse on myself, not on my ex.
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    Hey, enjoy your life. Do not let that phone call to disturb you. Ok, you wanted to call, you did... What now? It is not the end of the world. You can do whatever you want. And do not make it feel bad about you. Start from the beginning. And relax. You showed yourself that you can. Show again.
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    First 22 days of NC brought me back to life. Also another 20. Day 4 is ended. (third round) These four days I feel great. Those days it is ok being NC, but when crises come...
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    Day 3. Recently I was talking with a friend that was in love with a guy 4 years ago. He left her. Now both of them are in the long relationships. But after some period they somehow regained "frienship", since last October. Since then, they have sex from time to time. Obviously, the only way to really get over someone(if you do not get back with him)is to avoid any kind of contact. I called 4 days ago my ex because he had the surgery next day. Told him to text me when he gets better(not to let myself to call him). Now, I need time for myself again to continue with my life. He did not let me do that. Every time I get over him, he starts to contact me, and my feelings come back. Now, I decided to let go again...
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    Dear honeyspur, thanks for your great words. Behind myself, I have got long period of NC, that helped me to heal. Just sometimes when I feel lonely, I remember my ex and feel sad. Last night I spent in welness centre. Had great time with some friends. Got over my two days sadness. Today I am new person again. So, NC day 1.
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    I must start from the day 1. After 20 days of NC I feel great. I need that. Last two days I feel lonely somehow. I have to find myself again. And the happyness in myself.
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    I broke up NC today. We met on Saturday. He told me about surgery he is going to have tomorrow. So, I wished him good luck. Generally, I am totally ok. NC helped me so much.He broke it every time,so last months we had LC.
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    He wanted us to get back together 3 months ago. I made some mistake then, so I think it is over. I passed trough all the feelings I felt after we broke up, maybe even worse, because I thought I got over him. But at that time I did not. Had so much strenght to continue to live. Now he is mostly interested having sex with me. I won't do that. I am still happy when he texts me, because I see that he still thinks of me. I would like him in my life(sometimes). But cannot fight for him anymore. So I'll just turn to myself. If he change his mind, he'll call me. But have no hope in that anymore. I see he's healed mostly. Probably more that I am, so... NC day number 1.
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    It passed 2,5 months from the last time we met. And 7,5 since we are not together. I think I was a bit confused. It is the same person. But generally, feelings faded away. I was sad somehow. How much I loved him and now hard it was to struggle after break up. But, after half of the year, some feelings just gone. I live without him, I know I'll be able to love somebody else... (when I just remember how devastated I was after break up...)
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