I always had problems communicating with girls. Feeling down about myself was a very common thing - "I'm too fat - too stupid - girls hate me because I'm not a very good person - maybe I should roll over and die" Is what I would think to myself constantly. I thought I was too fat... so I started working out. Then, I thought I was too stupid... so I payed attention in school - the list goes on. About a year and 1/2 ago, I finally got the courage to ask out a girl and we went out for about a month. She wasn't that into me and I made all of the moves on her if we were watching a movie or something. When we broke up, she was so happy that I just about sank into the ground. Ever since then, I haven't been involved with girls one bit. I always wanted to, but I always feel that they like someone else, or I'm not good enough. Even today, my step-brother had a couple girls over and I tried to talk to them, but I guess I wasn't speaking loud enough. One girl, Casey, I saw accross the room, looked so gorgeous. I was very attracted to her, but she sat on Nate's lap, so I went upstairs and forgot that I even saw her. Any advice?
